La Santa Muerte. {COMPLETED}

Be strong

emiliano pulled his card out and unlocked the door and walked in and turned on the lights

maricela: i should shoot you

emiliano: what the fuck is wrong? what did the fucking doctor tell you that your locked up here in a room in the dark while your teenage daughter watches over the crazy lil monkey downstairs your missing memories? come on? are you dying? is that it?

maricela; they found masses on my ovaries it caused the bleeding and pain thats whats been doing it is it cancerous they dont know i have to wait and see so i might be dying another fucking thing to add on to my shit list

emiliano: shit list? whats that?

maricela: first javier dies the one person on this earth that believed in me when no one did dies he takes bullets for me second the love of my life the one i thought was it for me fucking cheats or does whatever you get me then this shit? like really? when am i suppose to be happy? when do i get the good life i fought for the one i killed my family for the fuck? what if it is fucking cancer?

he sat down on her bed and looked at her

emiliano: the people that killed him are dead they suffered the ultimate way trust me it wasn't supposed to happen he was murdered ripped away from us ok it hurts me gio .. gio huh why am i about to defend this idiot huh he was broken and lost you both where shit fucking happened but you killed that bitch to .. but if you go downstairs thats where the happiness is your lil boy healthy lil monkey your daughters marta your fucking family the one you fought to fucking have maricela come on? shit fucking happens im sorry but you have to continue on and fight threw this shit you cant just lock yourself away fake being happy when your daughter comes home the fuck?

she got herself up and hugged him .. he hugged her back

emiliano: if you dont get your ass up shower cry and scream whatever and get down there to watch that lil monkey grow we're fighting fist fighting too

she side smiled as she sat back down

maricela: what if its cancer? you think its all coming back for me?

emiliano grabbed her hand and held it

emiliano: i will personally pay top fucking dollar to get you all the help you need for this and your mental issues you physcopath haha i got you we got this .. also huh i know what gio said was shit hes an ass a dumb fuck yes but he doesn't think before he speaks ive had to learn to stop being like that to hes lost right now not himself hes taking viviana to see grandpa after school .. i would wanna kill him to but give him a chance? you get me?

maricela: dont worry about that ill deal with it eventually i got bigger things to worry about

he nodded as she got up and threw on a sweater ..

emiliano: your loved ok i love you your my family so dont lose hope and please dont lose yourself?

she nodded at him as he hugged her .. they heard a knock

maya: um?

maricela: what is it?

she put lil javi down

maya: walk to mama come on you just did it for me you can do it for her

maricela got down and opened her arms for him he walked to her stumbling and giggling

maricela: my monkey haha

she hugged him with tears in her eyes

emiliano: use this to pull yourself out this funk for them

she nodded as she kissed her babyboy all over ..

Maya: why are you in a funk? It's not cancer? They haven't confirmed anything so don't go being negative you have to help me choose my first high school outfit I was on insta and there's some you know cute guys and well haha emi don't look at me like that haha

Maricela turned and laughed

Emiliano: I'm doing my tio thing haha but listen to her go help her but maya remember no one's allergic to bullets that's from me and your father ok?

Maricela: come on let's go get some dinner

while they went downstairs

viviana: wheres mami?

giovani: at home with brother and sister i just wanted to come see him leave him some flowers wanna choose them for me?

she nodded as they walked up to the flower seller .. they walked up to javiers grave giovani cleaned it up and sat down next to it .. viviana hugged his headstone then hugged giovani he sat her down on his lap ..

viviana: dont be sad daddy?

giovani: im not sad i got you with me i just wish he was here to ..i need him

viviana got up and hugged him tight

viviana: papa would want you to be strong like he was its ok? i miss him to all the time but we'll see him again

giovani: i know he would .. and thats true we will i hope

he hugged her tight .. they stayed for a bit and walked back

viviana: lets take mami flowers she likes these

giovani: ok you choose them

she nodded as they bought more and went home

viviana: mami!

she turned and smiled at her as she ran to her and hugged her

maricela: did you have a good day?

viviana: hmm we went to see papa too we got you these look

she took the flowers from giovani

giovani: she chose them

maricela: thank you babygirl i love them but why did you go?

giovani: i needed to make a visit hear the birds arguing reminds me of him bitching about something.. how you feeling you ok?

maricela: i.. i can be better but look at this

he looked at her confused as she put lil javi down

maricela: walk to daddy babyboy come on i know you can

he giggled and walked to him he picked him up and hugged him tight

maricela walked up to him and smiled

maricela; you leave flowers for me?

giovani: ofcourse.. im sorry mari i fucking am

she nodded as he hugged her tight