La Santa Muerte. {COMPLETED}

Ill show you a better high

petra: no please dont!! im sorry tell him i love him i do!!

maricela looked into her eyes as she begged

petra: I'm sorry .. I'm so sorry please don't!!!

maricela: should've thought about it before you did what you did and said what you said .. you have a kid that loved you no matter what you did to him .. rot in fucking hell

the gun went off and things went quiet

maricela: fucking bitch i swear huh and on my shoes i just bought these fuck

she grabbed a napkin from her desk

luis: your moms dead to?

maricela: yea i stabbed her and my suppose father to death after i escaped there torture in Mexico

smokey: she says it so calmly and shit haha

maricela: right haha

they saw someone pull up

smokey: that's her daughter .. her to?

maricela: not yet lets see what happens lets go out the back

she moved somethings unlocked the front door and they left .. she was quiet on the drive back

luis: you ok? you dont seem yourself

maricela: yea .. dont trip work meeting tonight right? is David ok and his homie?

luis: yea tonight at the office and he'll be there he'll explain

she nodded as luis looked at smokey confused .. they got back to smokeys luis went his way .. smokey stopped her

smokey: whats wrong? you seem all off?

maricela: the kill was weird .. i dont get how a mother can talk down on there child then beg for them

smokey: she wasn't a mother she had kids for the money that's all

maricela: eh probably

smokey: but you defended him still after what he did whats up with that?

maricela: what do you mean?

smokey: he cheated on you it's all over the streets it ain't no rumor i know you've heard it why you being nice to him?

maricela: he's the father of my kids? i ain't gonna treat like shit i dont want my kids to know i hate him ..

she stepped back

smokey: you dont hate him you still love him dont you

maricela: we spent years together he helped me threw so much i cant just wake up and hate him? but i want to I'm trying so fucking badly to hate him because i thought i had something perfect with him now I'm out being made fun of? fuck this shit huh

smokey: I'm not making fun of you .. i just dont want you to go back to a cheater yea hes my cousin hes blood but you dont deserve that even if he was in a weak mindset and I'm not saying be with me I'm just talking to you as a person that's been cheated on and gone back to them over and over and it never fucking works you just hurt yourself more and more

maricela; if i could kill him i would .. but we live under the same dam roof we're civil for the kids and friendly .. but how do you stop caring and loving for someone that did so much for you .. he made me believe in love again after my first loss

smokey: come in ill show you how

she looked at him weird and followed him

maricela: what are you talking about

he pulled out a bottle of tequila

maricela: its not even 10 am?

he poured her a drink

smokey: the faster you numb the feelings the faster the love for him just dies out that's how i did it also i smoked a lot of shit

she looked at the drink and shook her head

maricela: drinking isn't my way or smoking i like it though i like pills .. haven't touched them in a long time

smokey: what kind of pills?

maricela: pain killers the heavy shit

smokey: naw that's wack you should try E that'll fuck some shit up

maricela: well if you can come up on some lets try it tonight hes suppose to watch the kids?

smokey: I'm down .. but that means you gotta go home to him now?

maricela: you worried I'm gonna leave whatever this is for him? you worried your gonna lose me?

smokey: would it be weird if i said yea? I'm not jealous cuz i know he's there dad and ofcourse he's gonna be around i would encourage him to be a good dad but i don't want you to go back to him .. once a cheater always a cheater

she nodded as she walked up to him and gave him a flirty smile

maricela: you wanna be a step daddy?

he side smiled at her and carresed her face and kissed her deeply .. some hours went by

maricela: ok i have to go haha its almost lunch

she said putting on his shirt

smokey: yea that's true don't want you getting introuble haha but um tonight ill get those pills if your down?

maricela: yea I'm down try something new

smokey: your gonna love fucking high shit is so good

maricela: what the fuck haha

smokey: you'll see haha

he said kissing her .. he watched her leave as she got home

giovani: the hell you been?

maricela: clearing up some stuff did you get ear of it?

giovani: yea my sister found her and the cops said robbery what you take?

maricela: her car keys haha the cameras where off to i checked but you good?

giovani: I'm eh i knew once she was dead i would feel better me and her never reconciled me and my dad did that's why it hurt more

she nodded as she served herself some lunch

maricela: i wasn't going to pull the trigger i just wanted to scare her try to get it out of her that she did wrong ya know but she crossed the line and i snapped

giovani: what she say? i thought you went in and shot her?

maricela: no i talked first money was the issue she was going broke then she told me how you where just like your dad you know cheating started going down this hole i got mad and shot her her voice annoyed me

giovani: I'm sorry

maricela: don't be shes dead but where the kids?

giovani: napping but hey didnt you leave with a black shirt on? where you really been? that shirt looks familiar?

maricela: early nap? i have meeting tonight i wont be able to put them to sleep?

giovani: i got them as long as you tell them goodnight but the shirt?

maricela: its smokeys her blood got all over the front i wasn't going to wear it here and i didnt have anything else

giovani: mmm alright haha wheres the shirt?

maricela: at his house

giovani: so it begins

she looked at him confused