Hey sorry for the few chapters who are boring and short but it'll get better in the next chapter
Chapter 35:
I wake up the morning after and I'm still in a bad state. My whole body hurts and I want to throw up so bad.
« Hey! Are you feeling better? » Brie asked me softly touching my forehead.
« Not at a- »I can't even finish my sentence that I'm running in the toilet to throw up.
When I finally finish I get up, brush my teeth and lay down in bed feeling exhausted.
« Are you hungry? » She asked me
« Ugh don't talk about food please » I whined.
« Okay, just sleep and if you need anything call me »
« Kay » I said already starting to fall asleep.
After a few hours, I wake up again feeling a little better.
A knock on my door make me jump
« Come in »
« Hi are you feeling better? » Scarlett asked me.
« Yeah a little. I don't want to throw up anymore so it's good » I said jokingly.
« Hailee called me a little worried because you won't answer her calls, but I told her that you were sick and you'll call her back when you'll feel better »
« Okay thanks I'll call her in a few minutes »
« Do you need anything? » She asked me sweetly.
« Uhm I would like water but don't worry I'll go take it »
« No no stay here I'll be back » she left the room before I could say anything.
I decide to call Hailee before she gets more worried
« Hi love are you feeling better? » She instantly asked.
« Yeah don't worry I'm okay »
We talk a little about our day before Scar comes back with a bottle of water.
« Thanks » I smiled.
We talk together for a few minutes before Hailee tells me to eat a little.
I told her that I don't want to but she forced me to eat a bit because I hadn't since yesterday.
So we hang up and I went downstairs to eat something.
« What do you have to do the last week of September? » Scarlett asked me.
« Uhm I have an appointment on the Monday but after I'm free. Why? »
« How about we go to LA a week before and surprise our girls ? » she suggested.
« Really?! Oh my god yea that's a good idea »
« Let's book the plane tickets. Brie comes too »
« That's so cool!! But what about Rose? She has school? »
« Yes. I will only stay the weekend. Rose really wants to see Lizzie. And I'm really scared that it'll hurt Rose to not see Lizzie much » She said sighing.
« Talk with Lizzie and try to find a solution »
« Yes I think I'm going to give her a call soon » she said.
I just smiled at her and we booked our plane for the last Friday of September so I only have to wait 3 weeks before seeing her again.
Let me tell you I can't wait. Being sick and not receiving the comfort of your girlfriend is awful.
I miss her even if it's been literally 2 days. I can't help but wonder if she feels the same as me.
Maybe she will realize that she doesn't miss me and she doesn't need me anymore.
I'm nervous that she'll leave me again.
What if she doesn't love me anymore?
What if she breaks my heart?
With all those "what if" I'm feeling my eyes getting teary and my hands staring to shake.
I feel someone moving, which straddles me. I get up like if I'm on autopilot mode and try to breathe to avoid the panic attack.
I hate my fucking mind for spinning around and think of everything that could go wrong in my life.
Why does my mind, never shut up?!
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