Keep them together

Violet [2]

TW// suicide,,,obv,,, mentions of suicidal ideations, mentions of starvation, lack of self care, clinical depression, mental breakdowns etc etc
ALSO UH JUST A WARNING AGAIN
THIS IS NOT TCEST!! TCESTERS DNI ,

Anyways I wrote this SO BEATIFUL AND THEN I DELETED IT AND IT DIDNT SAVE AND I HAD TO REWRITE IT, CAN YOU TELL I FORGOT EVERYTHING I WROTE AND NOW ITS NOT AS PRETTY this waz supposed to be the best chapter too... Frustrating

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No No NO NO NO PLEASE PLEASE

someone's screaming, I think it's me. I can't breathe my brother, my Donnie, My

other half please this can't be real it's not funny. I rush to his body suspended in the air.

the rope isn't snapping, he hasn't been eating, how could I not have seen this, he's in my arms, and we're on the floor.

The rope pops out of the ceiling, no please, please. I'm screaming my throat burns, I'm cradling him.

He's still warm. I hear their footsteps, my heart is shuddering, not my Donnie don't take my brother.

I dig my nails into his arms, his skin is tough, he hasn't been taking care of himself. I clutch onto what's left of my brother, Raph is shouting. Mikey's in the room get him out please get him out of here. I can't form words I'm just wailing into his chest. My tears are soaking him I can't breathe I can't breathe how could he do this to me?

They're talking they're asking me something. I'm hunched over him I'm gasping for air. He's dead his heart's not beating, I'm never going to hear him ever again.

I can't give him CPR his shells too thick. Everything is spinning this can't be happening. Not my twin. I shout something out, a plea, I'm begging.

The room is dead quiet. I'm sobbing he didn't even say goodbye. I can't feel his heart beating, he's not breathing, he's not breathing, he's not breathing.

My brother is dead.

Raph's pulling on my shoulder, I clutch my brother as tight as I can. His neck is purple, Donnie always loved purple.

The room is eerily cold tonight. Leo's screams of terror fill the room with white-hot dread. There's always something about losing someone, someone always breaks.

Someone is broken beyond repair. Every yelp, every cry, every gasp, is in vain, he's dead Leo. He's not coming back, Leo.

RAPHS POV

My blood is hot, it feels like I did cartwheels, and my stomach is empty. I need to get Leo off Donnie, we don't want to injure him further. I can't let Mikey see this.

Mikey keeps trying to push past me, it's taking everything I have to keep him behind me. It's too loud my ears are ringing. I get a firm grasp on Leo's shoulder

"Get off me DON'T TOUCH ME GET AWAY HE'S MY OTHER HALF DON'T TOUCH HIM" he chants at me, I plead to him, let go of him, Leo.

Leo's shaking, he's screaming. If I could just get near him If I could just get around him. I pull Mikey with me, tears are streaming down his face,

but otherwise, he's expressionless. walking around them, Leo finally looks up at me, and it fills me, the shock floods my body. Everything hits me like a ton of bricks.

"NO RAPH NO GET HIM OUT OF HERE DON'T LET HIM SEE DONNIE, RAPH GET ANGELO OUT OF HERE NOW," he demands, his voice echoing through the lab.

"I-I don't understand what is going on?" I stammer finally getting a glance at Donnie.