1200 calorie is what I should eat
And I'll lose weight
I weigh 1 pound lesser
Hoping on scale
Proud , happy, My achievement
Everything going round my head like a merry go round
The good old times all the Flashbacks
All the sugary 200 calorie per serving candy that I ate when I was a child
Tears flickered down my face
Lying on bed
Thinking bout the quaint trend bout smaller waist with no bust
No bust was all I ever wanted
It was only a year since I was sexually assaulted and more tears flicker down my face
With left side of my brain filled with my mom's bodyshaming bout how I should exercise more
And bout my back fat
My back fat
I hate everything
I hate me
With right side of my juggling brain filled with thoughts of stabbing myself
Kinda miss when I had life though
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anorexia nervosa
Non-FictionHi this is story /some feelings I have been feeling suffering from an eating disorder It's basically just journal /thoughts that I am feeling I'm so sorry if u can relate Pls read at ur own risk.
