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𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤.
⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻ 0:33 ————|——————————— 3:33
After a while of just walking around, the group had finally settled down at a peaceful park. M/N being on swings, Saiki next to him forced to push him due to guilt tripping. Teruhashi was on the other swing in a sour mood.
"Now that I realize it, M/N have you been listening to music this entire time?" Aren asked he was on the bottom of the slide, M/N took a while to respond as he was to in tuned with the music. "Guess that answers my question." Aren chuckled, now looking at Saiki who was slaving away. Before Aren could go on, Kaidou came haling ass behind him and bumped the two off the slide. Then skipped to Kaidou almost being killed by Aren.
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As time passed, M/N seemed to just fall asleep on the swings, the day slowly melting into night. And M/N seemed to be the only one at the park.. Perhaps Aren and Kaidou led the others away with their fighting and bickering.
M/N woke up to marks imprinted on his face by the chains of the swing sets. Signing as he softly rubbed his eyes he looked around confused. What had happened?? Where was everyone else?? Sitting up his legs felt numb and his knees hurt..
He checked his phone for the time- However ending up seeing he had 47 missed called and over 100 messages.. from his mother.. Oh he was so screwed.
Yet for some reason, it didn't strike fear in him anymore, he didn't care anymore.
Walking down the lonely streets, he continued to listen to music... Every now and then having to check behind his shoulder or around his area. He really couldn't get the nagging feeling like someone was there-
"Hey you!!" Someone called out from behind M/N, M/N jerking his head back to the point it almost hurt. "Yeaaa, I'm talking you pretty boy!" The man behind M/N chuckled, now getting closer, M/N however continued to walk now slightly faster. "Noo don't walk away, We just wanna have fun!!" Another voice called out, they were somehow getting closer to M/N. M/N didn't wanna just start running as his legs already felt like jell-o and his mind was racing.
"We?" He thought, the endless possibilities of what could happen if he doesn't act fast.
Soon enough he felt the back of his shirt being pulled as he was roughly shoved against a wall. "I told you not to run away." The first man said, the other just seemed to have an smug smile. M/N almost barfed, the two reeked of alcohol. M/N tried to get words out but he simply couldn't.
He wanted to scream.
Yet his voice didn't have the power too.
He was so shocked and fearful of what was happening right now, his brain wasn't registering.
He felt those nasty hands run across his body.
Thats when he really did scream and fight back.
But it was too no avail.
Or so he thought.
Saiki had quite literally come out of no where, he was furious- Or as furious looking as he could get.. The men once touching M/N now lay unconscious on the floor. It was so fast. Its like the time just- sped up. M/N finally exhaled as he fell to his knees, trying to not sob loudly. Saiki just stared.. "Oh.. M/N.." Saiki muttered, he wasn't the greatest with feelings but, he crotched down to M/N's level and gave him a gentle pat.
M/N had himself in a ball just sobbing, longing for some physical affection.
He just happened to know Saiki wasn't that all comfortable with it. Thanking the pink haired man over and over again, Saiki now walked M/N home. The two in silence.
No one wanted to speak about what had just happened.
Neither did M/N want to think about it.
Was it his clothes? Was it the slightly baggy pants, and shirt he wore that attracted those men so much? Surely not. They were baggy for heavens sake. What was so attractive about that? He had covered up.. Just like his momma always told him too.. How could this ever be M/N's fault?? He wasn't doing anything provocative.
"M/N?"
Saiki softly called out.. It felt like he was- actually talking for once- I hope that doesn't sound weird.. M/N hears him but, not like this.
"Yea Saiki?"
"It's not your fault."
Arriving home, you wiped your red eyes and said a goodnight and goodbye to Saiki. Your mother sitting in the living room.
She was clearly fuming.
"You know M/N I thought I raised you better than this!! Not answering your mama, what the hell is wrong with you??" She screeched out, You were clearly tired and had enough bullshit for one day yet you couldn't ignore her exactly.
"I know mama I didn't me-"
"Blah blah blah, with all this 'Oh I DiDnT mEaN tOo!' I am so sick and tired of this! You were always the trouble maker!! Why can't you be good? Huh?? Like your brothers and sisters!" Now she was tearing up, god this always made you feel guilty, the guilt sat at the bottom of your belly and tossed and churned.
"God! I just- I just want to bash you against a wall Im so pissed! Where the hell have you been?!"
She sobbed out.
Of course.
Its always YOUR fault. ALways, how your siblings are better, never, "Oh M/N are you okay?" or "Oh M/N are you hungry baby?" No. Its never that. You dont get that anymore.
"Im sorry mama.. I just fell asleep at my friends house.. I didn't mean to worry y-"
"GET YOUR ASS UP STAIRS!!" She yelled out, blowing her nose and wiping her eyes. You just nodded softly and bowed before leaving.
You hated this. The feeling wasn't going away, holding your stomach just as a protection you laid in bed with all your clothes on, not caring to change.
You cried. Your pillow damping in the place you cried, you were too busy in your own little world your phone lit up. illuminating the room, as you went to pick it up to see what it said.
Pink Highlighter😍💖 Want to join me in a coffee jelly trip tomorrow?
================= Youch this was kinda a heavy one, wasnt it? :( next will be better, trust 🙏
