jonnor (the tent)

the tent day 1

jude pov:
i gulped i was scared of sleeping out side in the wild, alone in a tent lena or mom was talking i was to zoned out of fear everyone was walking away. Mom came up to me "jude?" i sighted "i don't want to sleep alone in a tent" she chuckled "you weren't paying attention" i shook my head " i was to scared this my first time camping!" mom smiled "well jude, if you were paying attention you should know i told everyone we will be sleeping in groups of two. You will be with Connor!" i feel a joy over take me." oh thats great!" mom smiled again and walked away. Taylor walked up to me "hey!?" i looked over "oh..hey!" she giggled and glanced at Connor.Why? Why was she glancing at Connor? Connor came over "well uh..i need to talk to uh..Diana?" she muttered something and walked away. "hi" I weakly shyly smiled, "whats up!" i heard a pun for that i decided to us it "the sky" he clapped his hands. Wanting to continue the joke he said "and down?"
i lightly picked up my shoulders "grass" he smirked "good job your a genius!" i rooked my eyes "so were going to be sharing a tent..." he said trying to talk about something. "yea....we haven't had a sleep over in for ever.."

----- skip *pretend there a girl dancing in this* k bye*-----

mom came up to us and said "okay we had are fire songs s'mores and stories time to sleep kids" we all sighted and said 'aww' we went in are tents. Connor and me were silence till i spoke. "you a sleep" he made quite grr.. "no" i sighted "we haven't talked i kinda miss.....no i really......miss talking at sleep overs" i felt my face heat thank god the lights were out.
"yea me to" he finally said. "My dad really doesn't like you" Connor sniffs "he.......i think he hates you.." silence silence and more i didn't know what to say my mined raced up and down thoughts throw up soon we wouldn't be able to talk... tomorrow but we still stayed silence it got me mad. "we fight to much, and now were still fighting but instead of fighting against each other were fighting for each other. We can't talk soon and we still stay silence" You hear more sniff, i'm not sure if his crying. "i'm-m *sniff* sorry-y *i think his crying* i just don-" I hug him i whisper " please don't cry" he sniffs "i have-e to...to-o let-t" he puts his head in my chested i feel his tears. "shh..." i light play with his hair trying to keep him calm. "no-o.!" he light/weakly hits my chested. "its okay" i lifted up his face "its going to be okya..." he shook his head "when i was a kid he hated my mom....he hates her still.....he hates gay so much....he think there horrible......one day he slapped her "what if he slaps me what if he hates me" he breathes heavy "he will hate me.." I almost cry remembering my foster homes "no...he will...everything will be fin-we will be fine" then i though once again my mind was a unsolved puzzle "connor? why would he hate you . he'd only hate me? wouldn't he?" Connor lifted his body up feeling weak "no...no-o he'd hate -hate" he looks me in the eye and even though its dark i know what happening "us" he leans in slowly. His lips reach my and even though i knew i liked him...... this confirmed that i couldn't get enough of him. When his lip reach thunder and lighting shot every where in my mind and my happy level was over joyed and broke jumping in the air. My faced felt hot and as we pulled away the kiss was to short.. so short "uh...um...i'm-m i'm-m- i don't know what came over me!" i blushed more "oh...its fine-e" i could see his smiled and even though i knew he was happy and that i was we laid down and he said " no one can know-w- i'm-m sorry this never-r happened-d" i fell asleep right after.

When i woke up it was just a dream but when i felt me lips i knew it wasn't.....it was real....and a smiled crept up my face as i knew my life couldn't get better! He liked me i knew it and thats all that matter in this moment...