𝗨𝗽𝘀𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝘆 𝗦𝗽𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 [𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗻'𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝗲𝗺𝘀 𝘀𝗲𝘁 𝘀𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻]

𝗽𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗮𝗻, 𝗽𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗮𝗻, 𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝘀 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲.

o c t o b e r 2 5; 2 0 2 2

[𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩
𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘮𝘯 𝘔𝘶𝘴𝘢𝘦𝘤𝘢 𝘙𝘰𝘶𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘪𝘯]

i thought you were my safe haven, a place where i thought i've found home, with the love and care that you've given, i never felt that i am alone.

mga salita mong akala ko'y tunay,
ibig sabihin pala'y -
pag-ibig na sablay,
mahalaga ako sayo, oo.
hindi dahil sa masaya
at ako'y mahal mo,
i was just your convenience,
but never been your happiness.

there's a lot of reason why I admired you-and that's is the reason why I chose to love you; love is a game, and I never planned to win but then it slowly kills me; every time you mention her name.

what have you found at her
that i don't have?
i was better,
but you chose someone else,
i was like tinker bell,
i was here all along;
but peter chose wendy
because she was there.

you never knew that I'm hurt, and I have no guts for confessing, yet. i will always be your friend even if our story never had beginning, it has reached its final ending.

i will never sacrificed our friendship for love because you're an answered prayer; that I never asked from above-i will still admire you over again and again, even if your happiness-means breaking my heart.

mahal kita, oo.
susugal ako, maaari.
ngunit kahit anong gawin ko,
hindi ako ang mamahalin mo.

—

-Liu, Upsettingly Spoken.

[•]: lowercase intended.