Rain (haikyuu Tsukishima X Reader)

jesus chapter 9 ig

i genuinely want to finish this at least as a joke

cringe alert ❤️❤️❤️❤️

in the morning

i got woken up by my alarm, once again.

"new day new... fun things?" i thought to myself

"isn't it great getting to see all those faces, againnnn
tsukkis face too tho
wait, who cares genuinely?
i care
well fuck me then?
this is getting weird"

i got ready and rushed to get out of the house, really not wanting to see that very familiar 'two faced' guy i see every day.
hoping if i get out earlier we wont run into eachother

im really pushing into the embarrassing lines here, sometimes i wonder how can i still look myself in the face?

...well i cant, i can look in the mirror but thats not it, is it? right, well i mean yes but no but
fuck that i should be well on the way now

my own alone thoughts early in the morning, for the first time in forever got me wondering - in which way would it be the least awkward to approach him?
if we're being honest he'll probably just come up to me like  usually, not saying it's not gonna be awkward.
well maybe it's not, if i dont make it so, granted im fucking dumb so count on it being even worse.

while waiting in front of the school i turned my head for every tall guy

im genuinely so smart, making it super obvious im searching for someone, while trying to avoid that same someone is a great move innit?
i think way too much for a person this dumb honestly

why is he taking so goddamn long? is he already here or, waiting for me? well he'll wait himself out, cause im not coming.
He didn't text me at all tho, i dont think he's waiting for me, which makes me feel .... weird?

there he is, i think i see him.
he looks just fine (like always), doesn't look bothered at all
so he doesn't really care, that's a good thing, right?
oh. since when is that a good thing? no no alright this is all dumb and I'm acting like an immature child
which i really am but come on, this is dumb
do i come up to him?
i think its even worse now
fuuuuck

/tsukishimas pov

oh shes there, surprisingly
didn't skip school, cool?

oh shes walking towards me, maybe not, I couldn't care less.
is there someone behind me? can't be bothered to turn.

"goodmorning" she smiles
"goodmorning" - 'damn that one was deadly sounding, you outdid yourself kei' i thought to myself

do i ask her where she was, should i start a conversation?
meh
"where were you this morning?"
"i went earlier"
"that's all?"
"yeah"
"cool?"
"i apologize to your highness for not notifying you in time"
"what a formal apology, didn't know you're capable of that"
"fuck off"
"..."
"I didn't wanna bother you to hurry that's all, dont be all mad"
"me? i couldn't care less to tell you the truth"
"woow, so you didn't wait for me, im offended"
"im the one who should be, i just got ditched by your ass at 7am, it's not fun"
"nothing is fun with you"
"mhm"
"should we head inside?"
"whatever"

did she really had the nerve to say shes the one offended here, i waited like a fucking stalker in front of her house
next time i aint even waiting, if she catches up good for her.

/back  to yn 💩

ho ho ho i think he's annoyed😈
at least it wasn't awkward, but the silence is even worse
".... what's our first class?"
"don't you have fucking the schedule?"
"chill, i forgot"
"math"
"thanks"