Complicated

Bonus Chapter<3 (part 2)

- Cassie -

"This is the final boarding call for flight 118P to Los Angeles. Please proceed to gate 4 immediately. The final checks are being completed and the captain will order for the doors of the aircraft to close in approximately five minutes time. I repeat. This is the final boarding call for Flight 118P. Thank you." rang sa buong airport. Agad naman akong tumayo at dumiretso sa gate, at nung makaupo na ako sa eroplano nagpicture lang ako na paalis na ako at pinost sa story. 

Pag dating ko ay sinalubong ako ni Cayla ng yakap. "Kamusta??" bati niya "eto magulo at kumirot parin..." nginitian ako ni Cayla na parang nagsasabing 'kakayanin mo toh'  nagsimula na ang panibagong simula...

time skip

"Cassss asan na gamit mo? malapit na daw si Diane" sigaw ni Cayla nung pag pasok niya sa dorm na pinaghahatian namin. "Eto naaa nag-aayos naaa" habang nag-aayos ako may natamaan akong box at nahulog sa sahig, kumalat yung laman nito at nung pinupulot ko na ay nakita ko na yung box  ay puno ng gamit na dapat ibibigay ko kay Ivan... tatlong taon na ang nakalipas at parang sariwa parin yung sakit at hapdi, di na kami nag-uusap oh kahit ramdaman. Masaya na siya may babae siyang laging kasama, sila na siguro. Malaki na group of friends niya at mas ngumingiti na siya ngayon, masaya ako para sakanya....

Letter #1

hahaha long time no talk, so ano kasi... ummm di ko alam sasabihin ko HAHAHAAHH anyways gago super lapit na mag graduation AHAHAHHAkasama kaya ako don? AHHAH gago kala mo nmn di na tayo magkikita eh noh? pero di natin sure. Ummm congrats Van!! thank you sa lahatttt I know na mas close tayo noon pero I still wish you the best of luck with everything! I won't make promises na kasi I feel like di ko naman laging nagagampanan mga promises ko sayo. So ayun thank you for being a great friend (kahit feeling mo hindi) I hope na you win every battle you battle. Alam mo kahit sinasabi mong nagbago ka na... honestly pag kausap kita or like katulad nung time na magkasama tayo, bumabalik parin yung dating Ivan na nakilala ko. Van. Take careee goodluck bhieeee. Padayon our future Doctor! super proud of you<3 <8 HINDI PA TOH YUNG FINAL LETTER:>

Letter #2

Its been a while since I've written you a letter noh? pero I thought you might need one right now, its not much but I just wanted to remind you na things happen for a reason. Instead of feeling bad or turning your sadness into anger be thankful kasi for sure you've gained something from it, oo masakit pero you'll have to see the good side of everything. Basta like always dito lang ako for you okay? don't forget to take care of yourself, drink water wag na masyado sa sweets, tas' kung akala mo basta basta ako mawawala asa ka, kahit pag tabuyan mo ako (pero I won't pilit you kasi sabi mo ayaw mo ng ganun) pero I will still ask you how you are from time to time. Don't let this things hold you back okay? you are such a strong person and a person who deserves to be appreciated and loved so much kung di nila magawa yon its their lost, they lost someone who would prioritize and make them feel na important sila. You deserve a lot of good things, you don't deserve to be hurting like this, make it a lesson, you're already a great person. it's another lesson to know your worth. Smile na ah like sabi ko don't throw everything away because of that lang. Don't shut people out of your life, I know you're trying your best lalo na for others kaya nga i think na you're such a strong person eh I see how much effort and how much you're trying, I just wanted to remind you na there are still people who appreciates all of that, isa na ako dun. Oh smile ka na ang ganda ganda ng ngiti mo tas' di ka ngingiti ano kaya yun. Okie ingattt Iloveyousomuch stay safe always mwa<3

Note #1

To do list with Van;

- Eat Ice Cream

- Watch movie

- Chikahan

- Laro after mag-aral

- Cheer sa games ni Van 

- Outing w/ Van

(the list goes on)

Note #2

Places to go to with Van;

- Seaside

- Sagada

- Baguio

- Baler

- Boracay

(the list goes on)

Kasama sa box yung mga pictures and mga gamit na dapat ibibigay ko kay Ivan.

God knows how important you are to me... I miss you more than everything.

"Cas! andito na si Diane tara naaaa" sigaw ni Cayla agad kong pinusan ang luha ko at tinago ang box. Pag labas ko sa kwarto ay bumungad sila Diane at Cayla "oh bakit namamaga mata mo?" nag-aalalang tanong ni Diane "ah may nakita lang akong box na dapat ibibigay ko kay Van, tara na" aya ko sakanila dahil ayoko na pag-usapan. Agad naman silang sumunod dahil naramdaman din nilang ayoko na pag-usapan ang lahat. 

- After graduation-

Nag-post ako ng pic na naka graduate na kami

!notif!

@ivn_pnfrd: Congrats Cas... 

@CassieOnly: Thank you

After non, I started adjusting to a life where I was no longer connected with Ivan. It was a very long and painful process since everything reminded me of him. I heard he became a successful Doctor na and is now happily married. I myself is a successful lawyer na din. We topped the Board and BAR exams just like we always planned. He became one of the greatest doctors there is, tipong he travels to different countries to treat patients and give talks. I also heard na he discovered a procedure to cure cardiomegaly with only 5% fatality rate. Tapos ako naman I became the first Lawyer that handled and won against a case of allegations for murder for a client. Not to mention I was up against a Lawyer that was only beaten once in his 25 years of practice. His client who was in and out of the court trials was found guilty of 5 counts of murder and has been sentenced to life imprisonment. 

-The End-