Azzy's POV
I woke up with my head on something soft and warm, so I snuggled deeper into it (how tf you gon snuggle into something you don't know bitch your black card has been revoked) i heard and felt something move and groan under me n leme tell you a bitch was scared until I realized it's jay clownass
I started smiling when I remembered what happened last night and this morning........ I felt something hard and familiar brush against the inside of my thighs, I grinded against it trying to get more friction, this caused jay to stir clasping her hands onto my waist and began to guide me
"Good morning mama" Jay whispers against my ear as one of her hands slowly began moving down to my moist pussy
"Good morning baby" i say with a breathy moan as i continued to grind against her
And they did it again (in the bathroom too😁🤫)
We were just cuddled up on the bed in our own world (w clothes on this time 😭)
Jayla was staring at me with this look I couldn't quite explain as she ran her hands up and down my side I gave her a small smile which she returned making me smile even brighter
Soon we were interrupted by Lea running into the bedroom and jumping on the bed landing right on top of us with a big grin
I reached my hands up to tickle her sides and she Burst out laughing cutely trying to get me to stop
"Mommy stop" she whined making all of us freeze
"Oh baby I'm don't think your actual mommy would like that very much" i said softly as I watched her smile drop making me feel terrible
Jay looked at me ridiculously, got up off the bed, picking Lea up and walking out of the room without saying a word making me feel like shit
Wtf did she expect me to say to that bro I said from the start I don't do kids and as much as I love Lea I'm not her mother she needed to know that
Jay's POV
I just walked out of the room not really thinking straight but that moment just keep replaying over and over in my head(not that one🙄), when I eventually realized I was headed to the door I stopped to put on my slides not really bothering with Lea's footwear.
I slammed the door shut on my way out heading to the car, buckling Lea into her car seat making sure she's secure. I drove off with no particular destination in mind just with the thought that I don't wanna see azalia's face right now
Me and Lea ended up at jade's house we ain't really have no where else to go I basically told my twin the whole story and she was just as pissed as I was the only question being why tf would you say that to a 4 year old
By the time we got home it was late asf and no lights were on in the house but I thought nothing of it I walked into my room with Lea figuring that we would give lia the food we bought but the room was empty
The only thing present was a piece of paper on the night stand
I picked it up and it read
Dear jay jay,
I would like to start off by saying that I'm sorry for what I said to Lea earlier but I didn't want her to get attached to me when I knew I was going to have to leave soon anyway
Thank you for taking care of me while I wasn't at my best I really did appreciate it because I was so close to just giving it up and you saved me so thank you I didn't wanna over stay my welcome and I did
There's so much I wanna reveal to you but I can't because I'm not meant to be loved and taken care of jay I'm just meant be used like always and I really am worthless just like Thomas said
I'm sure that I'm gone by the time you read this don't look for me jay just move on and find someone who deserves you and Lea cause it definitely wasn't me
From Lia
I starred at the letter in shock before my mind went into panic mode and I tried calling, texting and trying in any way to get ahold of her but it wasn't going through like she blocked me I mean yes I was mad at her for saying that to my kid but I didn't want her to leave
"Mommy where's lia" my daughter asked quietly as I come off the phone w my sister
"She's gone bubba she left us" i whispered picking her up to exit the room
"Why tho mommy" Lea asked tucking her head in my neck and I really didn't have an explanation
"Is it because of me" she asked looking hurt and guilty
"No baby never blame yourself okay this is just grown up stuff that me and lia gotta handle" I say kissing her cheek and comforting her
Where tf could she have gone I thought as i paced around the living room as my twin just sat there shocked exactly like I was
Suddenly Jade stands up as if she realized something, I immediately went to stand in front of her to see if she thought of anything
"What is it?" I asked impatiently
"What if-" she stutters as if she's afraid of saying it, "just say it" I said loosing my patience, "what if she went back to her ex" jade whispers looking at anything but me
"No... sh- she wouldn't do that not after all he did to her jade" I say shaking my head refusing to even think something like that
"Yeah but where else could she have gone Jaylah?" She shouted frustratedly
"No jade she went somewhere else now shut tf up and let me think" I shouted back watching her cower and back up
Jade went silent and looked at me with pain in her eyes, i realised that i was taking my anger out on her when all she was trying to do was help me "Ja-" i tried to say but she just picked up lia and walked out of the room leaving me alone in the room. (people just keep leaving you babe........SAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE tho)
I'm just so fucking stressed and hurt and I just want to find her cause I love her omg I love her so much I don't understand how she could just leave I guess she doesn't feel the same...
