Savior - Song Fic Lividsounds

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I just think this song fits perfectly with the ship so here we go. It is a ship of mc characters.
Duncan's POV
I hadn't seen nanosounds in so long. I used to know where all her scars and cuts and the story behind them but ever since she fell into the Flux and got infected she's pushed me away. Heck, I can't even remember what color her eyes are. She's probably older now but I bet she still looks young. I began to cry just thinking about her and how much I missed her, I almost forgot about sjin who I was currently working with.
"earth to duncan" he said.

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
Sjin was supposed to replace her and make me forget about her. He was supposed to pull me back in to reality, but I feel like I am failing her like she now hates me. The but I have to talk to her, see her. But every time I want to visit her I turn away it's like there is an invisible force turning me away but I will destroy it not caring who or what I leave in my path of destruction.
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear
I went to Nanos and knocked on the door.
"oh... It's you.... You need to leave now!" she said when she opened the door.
"why, nano, I think I love you" I said and was surprised at her response which was,
"You dont love me."
"yes I do. Because I know I hate being without you and if you don't want me to love you then tell me how to stop because I am pretty sure you hate me and it kills me not to be with you."
So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
"You just have to leave I don't hate you I love you but I want to protect you that's why I push you away . don't you think I miss you too, that I love you?
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save (whoa, whoa)
"I love you and I'm not sure what you think you're saving me from, but I don't always have the answers.
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have (whoa, whoa)
She pushed me to leave and I did, but the days seamed to go by slower and the members of her only made my days longer. The silence was deafening. I missed her so much. I tried to keep her memory before, now I can't get rid of it. I didn't understand why she would cause this pain I had to fix what was wrong I know what I have to do.
But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?
I went back over to her house and pressed for an answer, why she didn't want me there. She refused to tell me she kept claiming that I needed to stop caring and I should know the answer. Finally she answered by pulling up her sleeve.
"You See this, it's Flux, it spreads and it can kill me and tait anything else it comes into contact with. I don't want it to kill you or worse it make me kill you.

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save (whoa, whoa)
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have (whoa, whoa)
"If I leave and go fat away I will never see you but be safe" I said
"then it's settled" she said
"I guess it is " replied
" I wish I could do more research " added
" we don't have a choice" She said.
"I know"I said then kissed her.
"I never liked this world much anyway. "I said we I broke the kiss.
" Why did you do that! Now you're infected! "
" Because, you are the only thing I want to be with and if you're under a curse, I'm following you into the dark." (Anyone understand ;D)
"I love you" she said smiling
"I love you too "I replied.
One thousand miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no
She admitted that she would have done the same for me and that she truly loved me and she never wanted to stop being in love, she said that she would never hate me she just tried to protect me. I explained that I always tried to listen to listen to my brain but the answers to her questions were in his heart (such cheese)
So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save (whoa, whoa)
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have (whoa, whoa)
We cuddled on her coach saying our vows and little did we know, our goodbyes.
I don't hate you
I don't hate you (whoa, whoa)
I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no (whoa, whoa)

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