Mianite Ships [on Hold]

Sadness

Info: I'm just going to crush everyone's heart sorry shippers syndisparkelz is dieing today I'm in a sad mood. Also be prepared to cry sparklington fans.

TRIGER WARRNING!!!

JORDAN'S POV

Why? How? Who? These were thoughts that raced through my head when ever he did this. Tom has cheated so many times I stopped Carring but I can't divorce him I don't have a job to support my self.

Like I said I normally don't care but this time he promised and we were actually doing better but I have noticed all he wants was me for my body. This entire week he just wants to have sex and I can't take this any more.

I got out a blade like normal. Usually I draw a picture but this time I wrote my good bye. A suicide note. I hated my life, my self everything I thought I loved is gone it was all lies and deceit.

I thought about this and when I was ready I made a giant slit on my other arm and started to cry. This is it. This the end I thought. I don't want to do this but it's the only was I can be happy. I was just about to give out when I heard Tom come in drunk with waglington.

" There you are slut. I've been looking every where for you. Wait are you dieing or do you need another blade you slut." said Tom.

"fuck you. " I replied and layer down to die. Waglington was in shock he snapped out of it then ran for me.

" No, no, no. Please no Jordan. Jordan please. I love you no! "I started laughing.

" is this a joke to you? "

" it's just you said you loved me but you said it to late. "

I didn't say anything else but listened to the sobs until they stopped. Luckily I didn't hear much of Wags screaming before I ...

Sorry to take this out on the ships but I'm having family issues some relating to the story and I wrote to make myself ca down again sorry for taking it out on the ships