nika's diary

too much

too much
- love, trystan

we try too hard to impress
smiling wide even though we're not feeling our best
made to do things we dont ever
want
to do

you
you were shunned when u needed him the most
left to fend for yourself, but
let's toast
to the woman u are today

they didn't care back then
they didn't know who you were
but it's fine
it's fine

they always say "ur doing too much"
when u don't want to do things for them
"too loud, too proud, too pretty, too busy"

when does she ever get time to
be herself?
how would she find the time to
need help?
why does she bend over backwards?
who made her this way?

don't disrespect her
don't gaslight her
don't tell her that she's
too much.