live
- love, trystanwhere are you?
what are you doing?
who are you?
why do they hate u?you try & you try
you run as fast you possibly can
but you can't escapeescape
and find a better life.you try
spending time, but it never works
you need to leave, but they force you to stay
kindness dont work for you anymore
you'd like to be mean, it's a defence mechanismit's all so complicated, but
that's what life is known to be
it's hard to accept, but
you need to wake up & smell the coffee
stuck within ur mind, damn near half the timetry
i need you to try
sleep is comfortable, but it won't
make ur problems disappear
i know sometimes depression makes u want to die,alone
but i need you
to try
and live.
YOU ARE READING
nika's diary
Poetrya collection of poems (yes, again, i know :)) about my older sister who i quite literally wouldn't be on this earth without <3