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"Do you even fucking care?" Alexa asks starting to cry.

Even if we both break down tonight

There are so many words I wanna say but my mouth just won't open.

"I hate you, everything about being with you was a mistake." Alexa says.

And you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry

Alexa takes and her ring off and goes upstairs.

"Mama." Avery says walking toward me.

"It be okay." Avery says holding my hand.

I know everything will be alright

I smile and nod.

"You fix." Avery says.

"I fix." I say.

I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing

Avery smiles and I hug her.

I just need...

Time Skip

"She likes chocolate." Avery says.

"Who does?" I ask.

"Mommy." Avery says.

"Yeah, you should get her some." Nate says.

"Okay." I say nodding.

"Have a good day. Remember Uncle Tommy is picking you up after school." I say.

"Okay." Avery says as they get out.

30 minutes later...

"Bigfoot!" Someone shouts.

I turn around and see Zendaya running toward me.

"Bigfoot 2!" I say as we hug.

"I haven't seen you in forever. You looking for Alexa?" Zendaya says.

"Yeah." I say.

"I think she's in... that building." Zendaya says pointing.

"Thank you." I say.

I walk in for building and see Alexa sitting on a couch. Alexa looks up and stares at me.

"I'm sorry." I say.

"Just saying sorry isn't gonna work this time." Alexa says.

I have her a Hershey's bar and she widens her eyes. She opens it and take a bite.

"What? It's that time of the month?" Alexa says as I stare at her.

"I didn't know your old ass still had one." I say.

She gasps and I laugh.

"I'm not good with words or love or anything. I'm not an open book and it hard to open it. When I do open up, I think I'm worth it. We've been together for 10 years and I still can't open up." I say.

A little time to show you I'm worth it
I know that I can be a difficult person

"I just keep giving you more stress and I'm not trying to. And I'm breakdown from exploding." I say.

I'm a stress case, drive you up the wall when I'm workin'
Actually, I'm probably worse when I'm not, you don't deserve it
Make you nervous 'cause you know I'ma break soon

"And every time I hurt you, you ignore it because you love me." I say.

Every time I do, I say somethin' that hurts you
Actin' like I'm gone, but we both in the same room

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