He's drifting away, I can feel it.
I'm not sure what I want anymore.
He's starting to care less, message less, anything, less.
He doesn't care.
Today I barely could eat. I had half a sandwich in the morning and it lasted me all day. I told him about it and he said to eat, so i tried to buy one fruit snack filled me up.
He kept telling me to eat and I said i physically can't or i'll puke.. Literally.
He got angry, he said "whatever."
I know to most that means nothing but he never says this.
He has said it twice in our 5 years of knowing each other.
He's not calling me hun, baby, cutie, anything.
I think i've officially fucked it up.
But i cant mention it, or he'll go back to being nice but in a week, he'll stop.
and then we have a big fight again.
I really love him, i do. but he doesn't love me.
