The Bachelor Party • BTS OT7 / JJK

Chapter 23

Friday... Day before the wedding...

Jungkook's POV

Anxious and nervous are the two things I'm feeling right now.

Anxious because this might be the last time I see Siri and nervous because I still don't know if I should be going through with the wedding.

My feelings are all over the place. Half for Cassie, half for Siri. Although, after spending time with Siri again, I feel more for her than I do for Cassie...

I know my heart is telling me to go for Siri but for some reason, my head is telling me to stick to the plan of marrying Cassie.

Is it just because I'm currently in a relationship with Cassie that I feel obligated to stay with her? Is it because her dad is my boss and I don't want to lose my job?? Or is it because I do actually have some feelings for Cassie? But do I really? Or has Siri taken over me?

Ugghh!! I don't understand why I'm so conflicted on this and it's driving me fucking crazy!

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We've reached the Hilton hotel where Siri is meant to be working a wedding tomorrow. Her co-worker, Stacey, has already checked into the room they are sharing and has been waiting for Siri so they can go together and talk with the bride and groom they are shooting.

Siri was hugging and kissing all the guys goodbye, leaving us maknaes for last.

V: "Don't worry, Noona. This isn't goodbye. More like a 'see you later'." He gave a sweet smile to her and kissed her deeply as reassurance. "I have your phone number memorised this time."

Siri chuckled and nodded, happy with hearing that.

JM: "You could still come over to our hotel tonight and just leave in the morning?" He asked all hopeful.

Siri: "Aw, Chim..." She gave him a sweet kiss, holding his face between her hands. "The Four Seasons is on the other side of town. I don't wanna have to rush and stress out the bride I'm working for. Don't want her to go all bridezilla on my ass, ya know?"

We all chuckled while Jimin pouted.

Siri: "And like Tae said, I'll see you later, right?"

JM: "Definitely." He pulled Siri in for a strong long hug then they kissed as well.

Now only I was left for Siri to say goodbye to. She turned to me and gave me a sad smile which I gave back.

As soon as she took a step to me, I instantly pulled her into my arms, making her yelp at the sudden action and I hugged her as tight as I could. She hugged me back just as tight as well.

"I miss you already." I whispered in her ear. "I'm sorry."

We parted from our hug and she held my face, caressing my cheeks like she usually does when we're like this.

"You'll be ok, Kookie. Remember: no regrets. And don't worry about me. I'll get over you eventually. Might take me another 3 years, who knows?" She tried to joke but I wasn't laughing. I couldn't even muster a fake smile.

I don't want you to get over me...

Siri: "Maybe if I had told you sooner things would be different. But the heart wants what it wants. Your heart's not in it for me anymore and that's ok.  And while I don't like what she's changed in you, you must love her so much to have done all those changes for her and I have to accept that."

My heart dropped as low as it could go. This is what she thinks I feel? I didn't like or agree with anything she said.

Say something Jeon!  Tell her she's wrong!  Tell her you love her!

Siri: "Just remember the things I said. And remember, a relationship has two people in it. Both should be happy.  Make sure you get your happiness too.  Not just her.  Got it?"

My heart was pounding in my ears as if there were drums right next to me.

Fucking tell her you love her, you bloody idiot!

But all I did was nod my head.

Siri: "Good." She leaned up and kissed my nose and started moving away from me.

No no no!  Don't go!  Fuck!  Why can't I say anything?!  I'm just frozen and paralyzed with confusion.

Siri: "Here." She took a small box out from her purse, handing it to me. "I figured you forgot to get your fiancée a wedding gift?"

I opened the box and my eyes widened. It was a golden necklace with the infinity symbol on it.

Siri: "Small, cute and sentimental.  Means forever.  I'm sure she'll love it."

I stared at her stunned while she just smiled at me.

Siri: "You better be all smiles tomorrow when you see her in that white dress.  Maybe even have a tear or two.  Women love that shit." She giggled while I still couldn't muster a smile.

Siri: "I hope to see all of you again! Good luck with the rehearsal. Tae, Chimmy, you two are the main groomsmen so make sure this prince gets his princess tomorrow."  She said sweetly to the guys as she started walking backwards with her suitcase.

I felt a lump in my throat that I struggled to swallow down after hearing the prince and princess. It reminded me of the video she had on her phone of us.

Siri: "Bye guys!" 

She turned and walked away... Taking a piece of me with her. 

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