A Journal

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November 23, 2022

I miss my Mama.

Ang hirap kapag lumalaki kang wala ng ina.
Though I must admit it gets easier, but there will be a day or a time that you will realize how much you yearn and need a mother's loving embrace. Unfortunately, I can't have that. Because she died 6 years ago.

I envy all people who still have their mother and has a good relationship with them.

I wish she's here. I wish I can hug her. I hope she knows how sad it is to thrive in this life and grow up without her by my side; without her witnessing who I've become after 19 years of living.