Yellow Eyes: Safe Haven

So much(Ch.12)

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Camdon Void

On the hunt for food, my anger keeps me warm despite the cold. The way I spoke was inappropriate, and I should feel bad about it, but I feel alleviated. As if I had finally released the tension I was pretending wasn't there.

As much as I love Aviva, she hurt me, and I was unsure how else to express it to her. I think most people wouldn't be as bothered as I am,  but I'm not most people. And everything that led up to our argument bothered me. That's why I had to let her know that I did nothing wrong. Communication is key.

There is no doubt that the rabbit is easier to catch. However I would rather apologize with a deer dinner.

What's the point of apologizing, When she doesn't trust me. I won't say sorry first, and I won't get the deer because I feel bad because I don't, I'll get it because I want to. Plus I need something to take my anger out on.

Despite the deer's size, my desire  to capture it was strong.

The four-legged beast caught my eye as I softly stalked it, looking for its weaknesses. I lined my arrow up with its unsuspecting head as it perched for water in a sunken part of the earth.

“Don’t worry bambi, you’ll be in my stomach soon.”

A deep breath later, I successfully took the shot.

Upon returning to the Cabin, I sat in the back to skin my kill when Veer came stomping out.

Great, now he's going to try and play protective brother. While watching him approach me, I decide to remain seated. He doesn't count as a threat.

"What do you want, Veer?" I asked, annoyed.

"Stand up, I'm going to beat your ass for the way you talked to my sister." He huffed out.

"What about the way she talked to me? Huh? Is that not important too?... Look, Veer, Why don't you do me a solid and mind your fucking buisness."
After I finished speaking, he remained silent to consider what I had just said.

"Are you gonna help me skin this Deer?"

The look on his face was discouraged.

"Thought so." I say conceited.

"Yes, I'll get the others to help. You go fix things with my  sister." He said with his fists un-clenched.

I took my leave and made my way to my awaiting girlfriend.

As I walked down the basement stairs I mentally prepared myself for another argument. When I reached the bottom of the stairs Aviva looked to be asleep, So I undressed down to my boxers and my muscle shirt. I got in bed next to her and stared at the ceiling.

When Veer and the others get done with their part of skinning the deer i'll whip Aviva up something.

Aviva stirred in her sleep next to me, she  turned to lay on her back, So I turned to my side to get a better look at her. She’s beautiful, I would never leave her. I reached my hand out to tuck a strand of  hair behind her ear. What am I doing arguing with this goddess? All of the anger I felt up to now is being cast out of my body the longer I stare in awe at this woman.

Unknowingly my hand found its way to her flat stomach that holds our kid. I know It’s too early to feel a kick but I want to feel it anyway.

“I’m sorry.” I whisper.

Vi snaked her arm around my neck, and brought me into a hug I did not refuse, telling me not to be sorry.
“I thought you were sleeping.” I said into her neck.
“I was until I felt your hand on my stomach. It’s way too early to feel for kicking luv.” She chuckled out.
“Whatever.” I say flatly trying to bury my embarrassment by holding her closer.

“Camdon I trust you and I love you, Okay? 'I’m the one that should be sorry, not you.”

“ I don't want to be mad at you anymore.” I say gently rubbing her back. Dammit, I folded so fast! I was supposed to be mad well into tomorrow.

"As long as you're no longer mad at me, will you let me kiss you?" She asked.

As I glanced down at her brown lips, I made her aware that I was looking at them, biting my bottom lip slightly before raising my eyes to meet hers. In that moment, her eyes were lustful and our grasps tightened; I leant in to kiss her and she returned the kiss.

Initially, our kiss was just feelings, no tongue. The moment she sucked on my bottom lip, then let it go with a pop, I felt her hunger for more. As a result, I let out a guttural groan, causing me to squeeze her ass in response.

My desire is to be able to show Vi how much I love her through my actions, so I slip my hand under her shirt and begin to knead and massage her breasts. My actions gave my tongue access to her mouth, as she moaned lightly.

The love I have for her is beyond words, and sometimes I don't know how to describe it. So i’ll show her now rather than tell her. After flipping her over, I kissed her down her body while taking off her pants. Slowly reaching my destination, I kissed her from neck, to chest, to each nipple and down her abdomen. There was only one thing stopping me from eating her forbidden fruit: her panties.

Her breathing became heavier as I teasingly kissed the insides of her thighs.
“Cam, Please I can’t wait any longer.” She plead
My eyes are drawn to the dampness in her underwear, and I say to myself, "I know".

After taking off her panties, I couldn't help but drool at the sight of the glistening slit in front of me. I licked her from bottom to top, slurping up the juices she left for me to clean using the width of my tongue. “Fuck.” she muttered, grasping my hair with one hand and pushing me deeper into the depths of her misery. I flicked her aching clit and sucked on it, causing her to arch her back and thrust me deeper into her abyss as she moaned out “Fuck!” and grabbed a chunk of my hair with both hands. The more I ate the tighter her thighs closed and the more erect I became.

Her body shaked uncontrollably and I had to keep her down as she cummed, I dug my finger into her thighs and held her down. When she came down from her high, her legs had me in a death grip and I almost couldn’t breathe. She finally let me go after a few seconds and when I came up for air I couldn’t help but to smile at the sight of this woman in front of me.

As I crawled up her body, I sucked on her neck and attacked her lips. I felt my growing erection rub against her as she hugged me tightly, And I badly want to be inside her slick walls, But I have to ask her something first.

I curiously ask. “Is it safe for you to have sex while you're like this? ”

Trying to attach our lips once more, she says yes hurriedly.

"Are you sure?" I asked. “I don't want to hurt you or the kid.”

“Don’t worry, you won’t hurt us.” she breathed.

Her hips were raised as she tried to get more friction from my hard member.

Feeling how much my girl needs me, I took off my shirt and threw my boxers to the ground.
Taking advantage of my position at her pearly gates, I rubbed her clit with my tip, eliciting a sexy moan from her.

When she pleaded with me to stop teasing her, I slowly pushed my full length into her walls.

Then I slowly thrust in and out of her, aiming for as deep a penetration as possible. I want her to feel all of me as I can feel all of her. My pace increased and I felt her bite my neck as she squeezed my ass. I can't keep from cumming when she touches me like that, So I pulled out and rubbed her clit vigorously with my thumb, Throwing her body into a shaking mess again.

We flipped over so she could ride me and achieve her third orgasm.

As she reached for my ear, she gently pulled it into her warm mouth and whispered, “I know you want to cum so stop holding back.”

Hearing that sent a cold shiver down my spine.

It would be impossible for me to live without her even when we disagree. I hope she knows that I love her so much.

Communication is 🔑.