𝕷𝖔𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖉 --- 𝕮𝖆𝖗𝖑 𝕲𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖆𝖌𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖝 𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖊 𝕽𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗 (𝑺𝑴𝑼𝑻)

New crush

Gallaghers house

12:30 AM

Carl Gallaghers POV

I sat in the living room with Liam we were watching movies together yet I couldn't focus on the movie, yknow why? Because of Mickey and Mandys brother! I just kept thinking of him! WHY WAS I THINKING OF HIM?!?! I don't like men, I'm NOT gay. I like woman i've always liked woman- maybe its a homie thing? I could always ask Ian...

3 days later

Sidewalk

1:11 PM

Carl Gallaghers POV

I was walking down the sidewalk towards Mickeys house maybe to hang out watch some stuff together, Ian was walking beside me I heard his phone ding he took it out of his pocket looking at it. "Something happened?" I asked him looking at him in the eyes. "Uh, yeah- Mandy texted me that their brother is coming?" Ian said he was a bit surprised. "Oh. Cool.." I nodded putting my hands in my pockets, I really get to see him now? Nice... Hopefully he ain't some jerk ass bitch who likes to hook up with girls and leave them or gets really high- Okay, I'll stop...

Ian knocked on the door waiting for an answer as expected Mickey opened it letting us inside giving a kiss to Ian and patting his back, ew.. couples... 🙄

2 hours later we were all talking having fun, drinking and smoking a little (I couldn't smoke of course...) Then, their was a knock on the door... "I'll get it!" I said as I got up quickly the beer bottle that was almost empty was still in my hand I almost tripped on the way to the door. I quickly opened it and there was a man there.. My age at least it looked like. He was actually beautiful, hot, cool looking... I - I mean nothing! Bro I can't be saying this kind of shit about a man... I'm sorry-

"I- uh- hi I.. your.. uh.. hello? who.." WHY AM I STUTTERING?? I've never fucking stuttered this much before.. He gave me a questioned look as he peeked inside, Mandy came over to me and smiled. "Y/n!! I'm so happy to see you! Welcome back!" She smiled as she hugged Y/n very tightly. "I'm so happy to see you too! How have you been?" Y/n said. "Good, good!" Mandy started to tear up a little from happiness she lead Y/n inside closing the door behind them.

Once they were in the living room Mickey and Ian greeted Y/N, he actually seemed cool!

56 minutes later

We were all still chatting a bit, we played a few games and a few movies sometimes I caught myself staring at Y/n.. oh shit - I'M DOING IT AGAIN! What the fuck... Do I seriously have a boner??? This has GOT to be a joke right? No way I'm turned on by a man! I quickly got up to the bathroom locking the bathroom door behind me, I couldn't believe this... I'm so disappointed in myself even though its not a crime to be gay.. How should I tell Ian that I might be gay? Like- 'Oh hi Ian! By the way I might be gay for mickeys brother!' No! I can't! That's bullshit.. Maybe I should ask Y/n if he'd like to go to the movies or a restaurant with me? Not in a gay way though like a friend way..! Maybe we could go to Pasty's tomorrow I mean- Fiona works there.

I turned on the sink and washed my face as I sighed in relief that the boner was gone and I finally calmed down my face still felt hot I kept washing it with cold water, when I felt ready I opened the door going back into the living room. "You okay buddy?" Ian asked as he looked at me concerned a bit, I was gone for a bit.. "Yeah! Can we talk though?" I asked him but low enough so the others couldn't hear... Loud music and the others were speaking loudly and laughing helped so they didn't hear us. "Uhm, sure!" Ian said with a confused expression. We both went outside sitting down on the porch, "What did you need to talk about?" Ian asked. "Its about Y/n, I think I'm gay.." I said. "Your not gay." Ian said sternly, "Well, not gay but bi.. Yknow liking both girls and boys?" I said, I couldn't believe I was saying this..

"Y/n just got here and you already want to make out with him?" Ian said jokingly I laughed and shook my head, "What?! No! No! Well.. I think.. While I was looking at him I got a boner I wasn't thinking of no chicks especially not Mandy.." I said, "Wow. Now I don't know what to really say.. I mean, the first thing I did with Mickey was fuck." Ian said. "Okay... So I should fuck Y/n??" I asked. "Mm, maybe not take it slow just do stuff friends would go then when you're close enough, BOOM! There. You don't even know how a penis up your ass feels and you need lube to put it in, it doesn-" I cut him off, "OKAY! Maybe that's enough.. I can handle it" I gave him a weird look, "Lets go back inside." Ian said.

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