soft porn magazine / part two

the entire irony of it all

it's ironic how i never wanted a kiss when i was younger
now i'm older and all i want is love
affection was something i shied away from
bedtimes we're the worst
you grow up to a plate of power from your beauty
the controlling ability to sway choices with a look
i couldn't imagine holding such power as a little girl
i never knew the depths of beauty at 7
boys were gross
saying i love you was strange
hugging was childish
isn't it ironic how everything changes but stays the same
the distance we would go for affection is sad
adolescent me wouldn't understand
she just wouldn't get it