soft porn magazine / part two

feed me the whole plate of guilt while you wait for the half hearted answer.
a knife and fork is laid bare.
pretty as can be.
much more pretty than a boy from a 90s soft porn magazine.
to be thin and desperately desired by the male population.
then to be broken down and purged like a freak of nature.
pomegranate Tuesdays are long gone and i'm still waiting for the door to close.
i'll drag my face down with my hands in disgust while you leave.
the telephone box is cold, so i'll wait until the weekend to hear back.
in the meantime i'll look at the pictures of my magazine and come to the lust conclusion i need you more.