•Together Forever• Eren Yeager x Fem! Reader

Emptiness

Your POV:

I woke up, leaning against a wall. How'd I get here? "Y/n! You're awake." Armin? What's going on? "Armin? Where are we?" I ask him looking around to find probably two other groups. Did they all give up? What the hell happened? "We all ran out of gas. Some of us have some but it's not enough. The supplies people (supplies people?☠️) are all gone. Or at least given up. Since none of us have the enough amount of gas to go get more, we just stayed here. Even then, HQ is surrounded by titans. We could t get there even if we wanted." said Armin. God, this is hell.

We all ran out of gas, and HQ is surrounded by titans? We're never gonna make it out. "Hey Y/n?" Armin said softly, and I hun in response. "Is...is Eren okay?" His words hit me. I remembered everything. Eren. Tears immediately ran down my face and I couldn't hold them back. "Y/n!" Armin said, putting his figure in front of me and pulling me into a hug. A hug I so desperately needed.

"It's okay...now tell me what happened Y/n." He said quietly. I couldn't. What if he got mad at me for letting Eren get killed? I just couldn't. "I...Eren, he-" I cut myself trying to prevent from more tears to come out of my eyes. "I watched him get devoured. And I didn't do anything to help. I just stood there like an idiot!" I yelled, giving up and letting the tears come out.

It was my fault Eren was dead. "Hey, it's okay Y/n. It's not your fault. I'm sure you were scared. It's alright." He said hugging me tightly. I need Mikasa. Armin was enough, more than enough actually. But at this moment, I wanted my sister.

I rested my head on Armins chest and clinging into him, afraid I would lose him too. I hoped that Mikasa would show up. "Mikasa?" I heard Armin whisper, shooting my head up to look for her, and there she was, walking towards us. "Mikasa!" I said, getting up and running towards her. I basically jumped onto her and hugged her as tight as I could. Tears falling down without me trying to stop them.

I couldn't even if I tried. Eren was dead, and it was my fault. "I'm so glad your okay, Y/n." Said Mikasa hugging back, "Where's Eren?" She asks me. Oh god she asked me. Wishing to not talk about this again, I looked behind me to Armin and he new right away what I wanted him to do. He got up, and stood next to me with his hand on my shoulder.

"Eren's dead, Mikasa. Y/n saw him get eaten." He said, trying to keep himself together. I couldn't help but grab Armins hand to try and comfort him but me as well. Mikasa stayed quiet for an awful long time. "We need to keep going." Was all she said after that long silence. "What?" I ask, " We have to go on. We can't do anything about it. It wasn't your fault." said Mikasa. 'Can't do anything about it'? I could've if I didn't watch like an idiot!

"She's right. If we stay here any longer, we'll never make it back." Said Armin, letting go of my hand to fix his ODM gear. "Even if some of us barely have gas, we have to try and head towards HQ." he said, looking serious. Was I really overreacting? How do they look so calm? Eren just died. "Right, Im sorry." I walked towards a spot where I knew everyone would be able to hear me if I shouted.

"Alright, listen up! We gotta get to headquarters even if our gas limits aren't so high. I'm sure we'll be able to make it in time. And if none of you decide to do so as well, I'd very much consider you cowardly weak. If I have to, I'll kill and slaughter all those titans on my own." I yell, knowing everyone heard me. I didn't think myself as very strong. I knew that for sure. But the only way I could do this is put on some fake confidence, I'm sure it would help.

"Are you hearing yourself? There's no way you could take them all on your own!" I heard someone yell along with mumbling. "Since you guys aren't, than I guess I will. If I die, I die." I say, worried if those were even the right words to say. I turn to where headquarters was and headed that way. I heard people chatting as I left. They were probably calling me crazy or something.

I honestly didn't blame them? Take them all down? On my own?

Yeah, no.

Oemgee, I was so scared making this bc I didn't know what to put into this chapter☠️ but I'm also thinking of doing a modern AU, even then, I don't know what I'm gonna do for that either.