LEARNING TO SAY GOODBYE

V

Dorian and Luan, they feel happy to be together again, they did not know how much they needed until that moment in which finally their hands were intertwined, they felt as if time had stopped and as if the world did not He was spinning, at that moment there was only him and her, her and him; with no one else around him.

They were walking for a long time until Luan asked Dorian to rest for a few moments on a small bench that was near the campus.

I knew I missed Luan, but I didn't realize how much until today; maybe it was the argument we had or the fact that she traveled here in order to see me, but, having her next to me holding hands at my school makes me feel something unreal, I wish she was by my side every day of school and she will remind me that it is really worth going on. Go ahead. Well, I will stop thinking so much and focus on enjoying these moments by your side.

Luan got caught up in how beautiful the place was, she had been there for so long and seeing Dorian in that situation made her think about everything.

He and I have been estranged for a long time, it is not the closeness in the conversations, but also not being able to see him and have him by my side, it is as if everything we lived becomes us again two strangers finding themselves in a new world, I know I did well to come, but it scares me that this is the trigger for something I can not deal with.

—And what plan will we improvise today?— —he asked, smiling at Dorian.

—I don't know, to be honest I didn't have anything planned, if I had known you were going to come I would have planned some places to show you or even have a small picnic here, well, I thought maybe it would be nice to recreate here the last time we were together,— he replied a little embarrassed and thoughtful.

—Well, I wanted it to be a cute surprise,— Luan admitted. Improvising is not bad for us, so that can help us something, or not? —She asked little convinced that she had arrived without warning, now her initial plan had ceased to be a good decision.

—Being honest I take it by surprise that you came, it was something nice and unexpected to turn to the stands and see you, if I had not seen you it is likely that Matthew would have gone to flirt with you,— he replied jokingly, —But I am very happy to see you here, we could walk aimlessly and make some interesting event happen, right?— In the end, we are good at getting good anecdotes without having to look for them,— he asked with encouragement and smiling.

—Matthew, it must be a joke, how would your friend like it?— —I ask, doubting the possibility that already sounded far-fetched—. And you're right, I think that in the end whatever happens we are good at making every moment special, do you crave ice cream?

—Well... I don't know if you've noticed Lu, but you have something that attracts all people to you, it's like everyone lives inside a dark cave and you are that scan of light that makes you feel alive or hopeful, I don't blame Matthew for having a momentary interest in you, the good thing is that as soon as I told him you were my girlfriend he understood,— he confessed calmly. I accept ice cream to you, in fact, I have never bought one here, so we will share our first ice cream in this place together.

—I... I don't know, it's still nice the way you address me, you see me in a similar way to what I usually see, but you make it look perfect and I know I'm not,— Luan replied blushing. Well, let's have that first experience with the ice cream of this place.

—It's that... for me you are perfect Luan, I do not say it simply because you are my girlfriend and I want to make me romantic, I say it because before you I did not have a synonym for perfection, but since you appeared in my life you gave shape to that and you even showed me how beautiful it is to love someone in each of its facets ... For me you are perfect when you get angry, when you laugh, when you talk about a topic that you like, when you do not think something, even when you are sad you are perfect ... If you could see me as I see you, you would understand.