A Heart stopper story (smut)

Im sorry

charlie pov:

nick has been on one lately. anytime there a small mess, he rages. I've tried to talk to him and all he says is "worry about yourself" in a rude voice. and then we get into a huge argument. and it always ends with one of us on the couch. i don't know whats the matter with him, I have an appointment with geoff tomorrow and I'm going to bring it up and ask what I can do to fix it. i think I might set up an appointment with nick and geoff.

nicks pov:

god, charlie just thinks that since he's got an eating disorder and all that he can just leave messes everywhere around the house. its honestly getting on my nerves. we're always getting into these arguments. idk if.. nevermind. i think I'm gonna stay with my mum tonight.

time skip

charlies pov:

nicks packed a bag to go to his mums. this is my only chance total to him before he leaves. "nick, I don't know why your so mad at me. you make the same amount of messes I make. but I don't yell at you for it. i clean them up and don't mention it. what has gotten into you?" I ask in the most subtle voice I can. "no I do not, every time I turn around something is a mess and I didn't do it. so it was you." he begins to raise his voice "has it ever occurred to you that the world doesn't revolve around charlie FUCKING nelson. huh? well It doesn't. just because everyone helped you receiver from ur eating disorder and catered to you, and handed everything to u on a silver platter, doesn't mean u can just leave messes everywhere" he then walks out the door, slamming it behind him. he doesn't even look back. i run to the bedroom and cry while packing all of my things.

time skip

I've arrived at my mums house. she doesn't look so happy to see me with a car packed full of boxes. she invtes me in and tells me to have a seat. i then tell her everything that's happened. "i rekon we give sarah a call then?" my mum says to me. "no mum, its ok" before i even know it shes saying "oh hello sarah! alright?" and i then storm up to my room ready to cry. i take my phone out of my pocket and my ring. i don't know whats gotten into him. I'm gonna find that out soon.

nicks pov:

charlie is calling me. I've just now realized how much of a headache I've been. I pick up the phone and hear Charlie sobbing on the other end. "Hello? Char? Are u ok??" I ask in a concerned tone of voice. "I'm sorry Nick, I didn't- I'm sorry I made all the messes and I'm sorry.. for what I've just done." He says throughout sobs. "Char what have u done.." I say. He just sobs on the other end. "Charlie where are you" I ask. "My mums" he sobs, I can't quite understand what he said but I heard mum. "I'm on my way love" I hang up the phone, put my shoes on, grab my coat and keys and rush out the door to my car. I make my way to Charlie as quick as possible.

Charlie's pov:
I see nicks car outside and scramble to the bathroom because there is blood everywhere. On the floor, my arms, tissues, everywhere. I grab a washcloth and clean up as much as I can. But before I even have time Nick comes barging in through my bedroom door. "Charlie!" I sit on the floor in panic. "I'm sorry- I don't know what I-" I break down in tears yet again. He comes over to me and he consoles me, wrapping me in his arms. Bringing me into a big bear hug. All I can do is sit there and cry. "Sh, it's ok" I hear him say. I look up and him and pull myself together. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to- I just.." I say. "It's my fault" I hear him say. "I shouldn't have said what I said before I left" he says. "No it-" he cuts me off. "Charlie, I'm so sorry.." he says, he begins to cry. "Hey, no. Don't be sorry, I was leaving messes" i say trying to calm him down. But he just cries and I let him. "It's ok, let it all out" I say. And he just sniffles in reply.

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Hi guys.. uh. It's been a min since like I posted. Like 2-3 months. Uh. Burn out sucks. Anywho I'm back, in my Wattpad era again. So uh