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Chapter 12 - I've got something to tell you

We woke up in a hotel ready for the boys tour tonight.
Dani and I shared a room and I didn't stop talking about Brad. She really wants me to go out with him but I'm not sure. Yes he's cute and sweet and gorgeous and perfect and.
Stop I can't ruin this, he said we were 'bestfriends'
Maybe I will tell him.

James and Brad come running in to make sure we are ready. They both wanted to go for a walk somewhere to show us something.
Brad said with joy "hey bestfriend" and nudged my elbow.
I smiled back "heeeey"
Dani and I got our shoes on then went for a walk with the boys.

As we are walking Brad stopped outside this other hotel and said that's it, it's the top floor.
I question "what is"
He looks at me and says "didn't the boys tell you?"
I looked confused "tell me what?"
He looked at me and said "well I have something to tell you"
I was still confused but I said "me too"
I'm going to tell him. I am, I am. I can.

"I have a girlfriend, she lives in the top floor. I've fancied her for ages and omg she said yes!! What did you want to tell me?" Brad blurted out.
I look to the floor awkwardly "umm. I wanted to tell you I'm happy for you"

Brad runs in the hotel while James, Dani and I are waiting outside. It's awkward and I'm not talking.

Dani looks at me and says "Megan, I'm sorry"
I look at her and gulp trying not to cry "did you know"
"Well James text me like just about they were coming and I couldn't tell you because you were so happy and I couldn't make you sad, I'm sorry, please, I did this for you"
Tears rolled down my face, I sobbed "I'm going back to the hotel for a bit, I don't feel well. Have a good day."

Dani shouted stop but before I stopped I was gone.

As I got back to the hotel I sat in the corner of the room just crying and crying and crying.

I thought this would go well, I want to go back home and not to my recent home, home home, far away. I don't like my life, why is it so hard.

2 hours later I've finally stopped crying. Brad hasn't even text saying where did I go or how am I or. Wait. Megan. Shut up, you need to let him go.
I decide to go for a walk as I'm fell a bit better. I redo my makeup then walked down the 4 flights of stairs.

As I get out, I feel the fresh air hit against me. Oh it was nice.

I thought I would go in to town as the others were local. I didn't want to bump into anyone.