overthink // Ariana grande

chapter 7 🌙

ariana-

fucking. y/n.

this girl is gonna give me a heart attack. we, well she, is currently parking the car in the parking lot of a fair. a fucking fair. now you lot may be wondering ' why the fuck are you over exaggerating about a fair' well let me tell you.

a few weeks ago i informed this god sent of a woman that my dream date is the fair or the arcade i told her and i quote "it's a date where i know ill be able to let my true personality show because how can you not. ITS A FAIR!" to which she responded with a chuckle i assumed she would of forgotten or ignored it cause of how much she hates places like this. 

i turn and look at her as she finishes reverse parking, fucking hottie, (i laughed) she noticed me looking and made eye contact with me, and what she did next made me fucking melt, she smiled and said "lets go see that true personality of yours." im wet.

she helped me out of the car, and grabbed a hold of my hand as she locked it and then guided us to the entrance. i went to let go of her hand to take out my purse but she held my hand a little tighter and payed the entree fee and for the tickets. "you really thought you was gonna pay?" she said chuckling, i just rolled my eyes and let a small smile form on my lips, but i felt a heat rise up my face as she leaned in closer to my ear "plus i didn't wanna let go of your hand." followed by a kiss to the side of my head, then this girl had the audacity to act like nun happen. little bitch.

y/n insisted on going on the bumper cars first, so thats where we are, at the front of the line. we both get into our cars, mine purple and hers pink. it still amazes me how someone who acts so tough has the favourite colour of pink (i like pink so we are doing pink cause i cbf doing all that "y/f/c" bull) we made eye contact as the beeping started counting down to when we could drive, and she gave me the most sexiest smirk known to woman. once we were able to move i quickly sped off but i didn't get far as i crashed into some kid, i quickly looked behind me in search for her, actually i found her cause this bitch ran into me.

once we had both stumbled off the platform due to us laughing so hard at some kid that she ran into, im sorry but kids hurt is funny. after recovering from minor whiplash we decided we didnt wanna make ourselves sick and just decided to do the most stereotypical thing we could muster and play carnival games. the first one we went to was the basketball one, and lets just say i aint do the best, but y/n ended up winning a panda stuffed animal, as we were leaving the game she grabbed my arm and spun me around and handed me the stuffed toy and said "for you m'love" and winked.

 i smiled and said "why thank you handsome." and just like that, snap, i got the bitch. i saw a slight  red tint appear on her cheeks to which i just smiled at and continued walking to the next game, looking over my shoulder to see her finally catching up. we stopped at a few more games each of us failing cause they are all rigged. fucking carnival games. we decided we would play one more game which ended up being the ring toss, as i handed the guy my tickets, y/n said "if you lose, you have to give me my favourite sweater back." i laughed knowing she has been wanting that back for so long, i ended up taking it a few weeks back cause it looked cool, plus, it smells like her.

"fine, BUT. if i win, you gotta do what i say for the rest of the night." i replied smirking, knowing i almost never lose on this game, to which she responded with a nod and a grin. i need 3 to win and i had already got 2 easy, i looked at y/n as i picked up the last ring, and she looked almost as nervous as me if not more. i took a deep breath and threw it onto the rows of bottles and it was like watching the ring in slow mo as it circled and bounced of the bottles until it landed and stuck on one. i cheered and hugged y/n out excitement. "i fucking did it, you gonna be my bitch now."

she just smiled and looked at me, she looked at me with so much adoration i felt like i could just melt. because im an amazing person i let her pick what stuffed toy i got, and she chose the sloth, i swear this girl surprises me every fucking day. for the next 10 minutes we just walked around the place just talk about whatever we could muster up, ive never felt so content while with someone, and i love this feeling, im so grateful for y/n. we lap back again and end up a few feet away from the ferris wheel and an idea pops up into my mind. i cough to gain her attention and when she looks at me i just smile, and its like she read my mind "oh god, its a request isnt it?" she seemed genuinely scared, i laughed and just pointed to the ferris wheel and i heard her release a breath of relief. i clapped my hands with joy as we got seated in the little carriage like a child, and she just looked at me and smiled letting out a small chuckle.

as we reached to the top we both breathed in the fresh air. after a few minutes of just enjoying everything, she speaks up "so, anymore requests for me m'lady." she says in an english accent i laugh, but when we make eye contact i feel my breath hitch in my throat. i lick my lips as now my whole mouth feels dry as fuck, i notice her follow the action and her eyes move from my lips to my eyes.

i decided to go for it, so, i looked her dead in the eyes "kiss me." i whispered barely loud enough for her to hear.

"what?" she responded looking conflicted not knowing if she had heard what i had said correctly or if she were just imagining things, now my focus was on nothing but her lips.

"i want you to kiss me." i said again in the same tone, too scared to talk louder, to scared to break the air thats slowly building up around us drawing our lips closer slowly. i see her swallow and continue to lick her lips, with out noticing my bottom lip gets trapped in between my teeth.

"a-are you sure?" she stutters out obviously nervous about the whole situation, and not gonna lie, i am too, but im tired of waiting for this girl to kiss me so instead of responding i place my hand on her soft face, grabbing a soft but firm hold on her jaw and bring our faces closer together, so close our noses are touching, i slowly lean in ghosting my lips on hers, then suddenly she pushes her mouth onto mine and grabs ahold of  the back of my neck and places another hand on my waist.

as our lips connected, i felt fireworks, i never believed that interpretation until this very moment, this moment, where im kissing a girl who has made my life ten times better within a couple months than anyone has in years, the moment where i feel complete, as our lips connect like puzzle pieces, we slowly start moving our lips together, creating a beautiful rhythm that isnt to rushed but shows just how much we both wanted this. this moment is one ill cherish forever, as this is the moment where we intrust each other with the others heart. and i feel myself with out the need to overthink.. anything.

hey guys, so like after almost a month ive updated i do apologise, but its here i changed the writing but i struggle with slowing shit down and i dont like reading shit like that so it really annoys me but oh well imma just grin and bare it, anyway got like half of next chapter planned. also, like the rest of the world i have developed an obsession wit jenna ortega, i wanna write a fan fic but i got no idea for the plot so like dont be afraid to help a girl out. anyway i hope you guys enjoyed. alr bye.