drive/drʌɪv/ See definitions in:verbverb: drive; 3rd person present: drives; past tense: drove; gerund or present participle: driving; past participle: driven1. operate and control the direction and speed of a motor vehicle."he got into his car and drove off"
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"you're a smart girl Siamese, you remind me of somebody i know" she said looking at me wiping her tears "i never understood a lot of people when i was young, i thought the world was full of happiness, but as i started to go into my youth age i realized that the world is a dark place. moral of the story is 'don't grow up because you will find out who the real monsters are" she said while starting the car and then driving again
"i already grew up to know who the real monsters are" i said looking out the window and she chuckled and looked at me "and who are the real monsters?" she looked back at the road "humans" i said like its normal to say it "you're right, humans are disgusting all they care about is money but then you get the few who don't give a flying fuck about anything, and i would say you're that kind of person Siamese" she reminds me of my mother, a person who cares about someone in till they try rip your heart out
my mother was always a nice person and she taught me to be like her and i am but everybody is there own self.
you can never be me and i can never be you, you can shapeshift into me but you'll never know what the hell I'm thinking, people who think they know what we're thinking are bat shit stupid because there's always a side no one knows about its like 'a person is like a moon a part of them is always hidden'
my father was obviously the monster in my life but i know there will be more monsters that will i come a cross, knowing that i would see my monster any minute scares the living shit out of me
"what do you think about hoseok Siamese?" she asked "he is the first person other then my mother to not call me a freak" i said "i know he is a really nice boy but it does not answer my question"
she said looking at me "i-i" i stuttered and the only thing that i was thinking was if she was going to hit me "don't worry love if you don't want to tell me its alright" she said it was silence for a fewminutes "but i would really lov-" "hoseok is a really nice man with a beautiful big heart" i interrupted her "he does have a big heart" she said laughing
"i know hoseok has a side he doesn't show but every time i see him he is always happy and it makes me want to smile"i said "i know how you feel he is the reason jiseoks death doesn't afflict me like before. you know he didn't cry when he came out of me like i thought he was dead" she laughed and i laughed with her "well here we are at your home"
the car stopped and looked out the window and i saw my house "i will see you soon Siamese" she said hugging me "and don't kill yourself" she let go of me "i don't make promises" i said "hey i mean it" she said pointing a finger at me "thank you" i got out and walked to the door i turned to look at her "also its not my home" i added walking into the house
"hell sweet hell
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The beauty of her art
FanfictionA mute girl whose looked down on She's found someone who will see the beauty In her art well others look and laugh
