Loving Lilac

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Lilac's pov
I feel terrible about how I treat Tenshi, so bad I even think off calling a quits. It was moments like this when I realized I love her, I have ever since we met. I guess I treat her the way I do, is out of confusion. I'm straight, but am I really, the feelings for the girl I beat up almost every single day confuses me.
My mind exits deep thought when I saw Tenshi walking to her house. I'm going to apologize, I am starting to feel horrible. I'm on a noisy, crowded bus, when the bus slows down I rocket up. the bus comes to a complete stop and I'm out of there.
It is really nice outside, but a little cold.I begin walking to her house, nervous. I reach her door, I know she is inside, trapped between at least 4 walls. I try to lift my hand to knock on her door, but I freeze. About a minute passes, my frozen form stops and my hand slowly moves forward. Knock Knock.
Nothing, nada, silence, no movement. I wait, growing impatient. About two minutes later I hear sobbing and a sound of something being flung open. I have to know what is going on, I need to apologize. I step back, looking for a window or a door, anything that can let me see what is happening.
I spot a window cracked open, it's screen removed. I move over to it sneakily, trying not to attract people. I creep near the window to take a peak, I almost wished I haven't.
The punk girl I know as Tenshi, stands, almost in agony, a gun point at her. A wave of fear flooded me and I felt an urge to do something. I quickly lift the window up the rest of the way and hoisted my self into the small room she was in. I run and grab the gun like a maniac and throw it on the floor.
I want yell at her for doing such a thing, for holding a gun to her head. in stead my words come falling out of my mouth full of comfort and compassion. "No. Don't do that," I go towards her and embrace her, as she stares , all she does is point at the closet behind me.

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Thanks for reading, hoped you've enjoyed. Special Thanks to my friend, KuriharaAkeno for assisting me with this story so far. BYE!!!!

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