Am I Gay?!?

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It was nice to see his face again his bright blue eyes "So how have you been?" I asked rubbing the back of my neck. "I've been good, how about you?" he asked while sitting on a stool.                    "I've been great!" I replied. I watched as Basil tucked the stranded hair behind his ear. "I really wanna catch up on tings if thats ok with you" Basil turned to me with an obvious expression of happiness....why.....why was he just so....perfect?

BASILS POV

"Yea that would be great!" I said while staring at him.....wow. "Alright hon, you should go home before your mom starts to worry" My mom said while placing a hand on his shoulder. He headed to the door but stopped to turn around "Basil? My parents are moving close to your street, so maybe we could hang out some time?" as he looked back I realized how beautiful his smile was.     "Oh...uh...yea that would be enjoyable" DAMMIT BASIL You probably sounded like an idiot  

SUNNYS POV

I waved on last time before heading home. I din't know that Mrs. Fey was his mom. Well yea I knew that his last name was Fey, but I didn't think it was spelt like hers....god i'm stupid. I wonder why Mrs. Fey needed cupcakes with....flowers on them? She never order's anything sweet from Hero's bakery, she only ever buys bread...I should probably tell Hero that i'm going home for the night.

SUNNY: Hey Hero I might head home for the night if thats fine with you?

HERO: Sure Sunny go ahead you worked hard today anyways, i'm proud of you!

SUNNY: Oh yea Basils in town thought I let you know.

HERO: Yea I know thats who the cupcakes are for his mom called me this morning.

SUNNY: Why does he need them?

HERO: its his birthday Sunny, I gotta go see you tomorrow

I turned off my phone and just walked in silence the rest of the way. I arrived home and walked up to my mothers room. As usual she was laying in bed, she was diagnosed with a horrible illness. I could never bring myself to talk about it, so mom and I were the only ones who knew about it. "Hello Sam" she said while failing at raising her hand. Every day I came home she happens to get my name wrong, the sickness is making her forget many things. Yesterday she forgot who I even was. "Its Sunny momma" I replied, I was trying to sound as kind as possible. She mumbled something but I couldn't hear. I looked at her with confusion, she realized she messed up and instead of trying again she pointed to her mouth. "ah I see" I walked downstairs to make mom a snack. Speaking of food....I don't even remember the last time I ate. I finished mom's snack then headed upstairs to go to bed. It was 1:00 AM after all. I laid down in my bed and watched the ceiling. It started leaking a while ago, we have yet to fix it. Hm so tomorrows Basil's birthday huh? Maybe I could go visit him.  

BASILS POV


I sat in the kitchen as mom shut the door. "Sunny such a lovely boy" She placed the box on the table and walked over to me. "Listen here Basil I won't be home until its dark out tomorrow and neither will the staff, they'll be with me, I expect you to behave." She waved her finger in my face. Why would she want me here for my birthday is shes not even gonna spend it with me. "Maggie will escort you to your room." Maggie was my old caretaker she made really good food, so instead of her being my caretaker, mom made her be a chef and a maid....she has a good salary though. As Maggie and I walked up the stairs I thought of how much he changed. I remember back when he was just...emotionless. He was really nice looking...I started thinking of him in weird positions DAMMIT BASIL STOP BEING SUCH A PERVERT ARGH    "Basil?" Maggie turned to me while opening a door. I stepped inside and shut the door....I felt a little rude just slamming the door like that. I can't like Sunny..what would the others think? Would they even support me being homosexual? I can't tell them. They might think wrong of me. Maybe I should just lay down, but those thoughts kept flowing in. Here we  go again Basil with the perverted thoughts why do I keep doing this?! 

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