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Saying goodbye

THIS IS A REALLY LONG CH.OK LETS START...

Roses POV
It's her funeral is tomorrow and neither me nor Matt can sleep.He just holds onto my hand.

"Rose"?

"Yes Matt"?

"Why are you wearing long sleeves"?Shit.I cut again cause I lost my best friend.I don't take stress very well.

"Nothing".He gets on top of me and hold my arms up.He start kissing my neck.

"M-Mat"!I laugh my head off.He smiles against my neck.

I don't realize it but when he brings my arms down my sleeves are all the way up.He stares at my scars and rubs his fingers over them.Matt looks into my eyes and puts my arms above my head.

"Close your eyes".He whispers in my ear.I do as told.I feel his lips against my scars.He starts to kiss them like they are my lips.He goes to my other wrist.Then he kisses my forehead and my eyes,nose,and mouth.

"I love you".He speaks against my lips.His lips soon travel down my stomach and kiss the scars there.He goes to my thighs and kisses my scars there.He lets my arms go and tells me to open my eyes.

"You see"?I look around the room.

"I don't see anything".

"I kissed it all better".He kisses me one last time and then gets off of me.

"Good night Matthew".

"Good night Rose".

TAYLOR POV.

I wake up surrounded by bottles of beer.I have a killer headache.I was thinking about Julie all day yesterday.Now I am going to go to her funeral today with a hangover.Just great.Me and the boys are wearing a white t-shirt with black jeans and black vans.Julie wanted us to wear white because she wanted us to be happy no matter what.She told me that before she died.

I remember the last time she sent me a voice mail.It was when she took a walk before she died.I play it on my phone.

"Hey Taylor!It is Julie and I just wanted to say that I'm outside the woods of our house.Im taking my last walk".She chuckles.

"Um,this might be my last voice mail so I just want to tell you that when I die I want people to wear black,and white.I don't want the day to be gloomy!I want it to be happy and to remember me happy".She starts to cry.

"Don't you guys ever be sad that I'm gone.Don't you ever be sad over me.Im going to die saying that my last love was you Taylor!Be happy".She chuckles again.

"I love you Taylor.Your the one who had always been there.You cared!You cared more than anyone has ever cared before".Her voice gets shaky.

"One day you are going to move on without even realizing it and fall madly in love.Anyway until than I love you.Taylor Caniff,I,Love,you.See you soon.Bye".

BEEEEP.

ROSES POV

When we get to the funeral Julie's parents come up to us.Its only us and the boys.She didn't want media finding out about it.

"Nash"!Nash walks over. To her coffin.

"Hold her hand".Nash holds Julie's hand.

NASH POV
It's a pool.I see Julie swimming towards me.

"Julie"?

"Nash come here"!I jump in the water and we sit and the pool steps.

"Where am I"?I ask her.