It hurts

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THE PIC IS SARAH HOLDING HOPE

ROSES POV

It's only been about 7 months since Paul died.I miss him so much.Matt has been trying to cheer me up but he is very sad too.I can tell.

I want to start planning for our wedding but the baby has been kicking a lot and and I'm in a lot of physical and emotional pain.

I look down at my huge baby bump.I'm 9 months pregnant.My baby is due !6/5/16.Today is 5/19/16 so the baby is due real soon.It's a girl.We are naming her Hope cause she is our hope.

Right now me and Matt are watching finding Nemo cause Matt says the baby will like it but I think it's his excuse for watching Disney movies.

I keep moving around.

"Rose you okay"? Matt ask me.

"No.She is kicking a-".I suddenly feel wet.

"Shit I peed on myself"!I feel do embarrassed.

"Babe that's water".Matt gets up and tells my mom that my water broke.

"Babe just stay calm and  breathe".

"Hello 911? My daughter's water just broke.Hmm.Okay thank you".My mom gets off the phone while I close my eyes, thinking about how much pain I will be in ,in a few minutes.Matt comes to me and helps me up.

"Baby I love you".He tells me smiling.I know why he is smiling.It's because he finally gets its daughter.Yah I guess  you can say that he does have a daughter but he is in heaven and he talked to her once but he still thinks about her allot.He'll tell me how she said that she loved him and that she called him dad and that hurts him because he misses that.

As we get out of the car a start to feel minor cramps but nothing too painful.The minute I walk in the nurses get me a wheel chair and I sit down.I hold my belly as they wheel me into a room.By this time I was in allot of pain.It felt like I was being stabbed in the stomach a thousand times.

The nurses lay me down on the bed and Matthew walks in with the Doctor.Matt holds my hand and whispers in my ear.

"Before this all starts I want you to know that your mom is proud of you.I'm proud of you, and Paul is proud of you and we all love you".

He then kisses my forehead add the pain gets worst.

5 HOURS LATER

In my arms I am holding :Hope Rose Espinosa.She weighs :6 pounds and 4 ounces.She has big hazel eyes and a little tiny bit of brown hair on her small head.Oh and the most important thing,Matt is the father.Not a startnger.Not Hayes.Not a one night stand ,but,Matthew Lee Espinosa.The person,who in August,Will be my husband.The person who I will spend the rest of my life with.

"We did it".Matt whispers
while gently holding Hope's hand.

"We did it Mrs.Espinosa.We really did it".

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