Yami Sukehiro x Reader (Baby I'm Yours)

•Her feelings•

Y/n's POV:

I was sitting on the edge of my bed I already made six failed attempts of opening the door of my room and go knock on captain yami's because I couldn't decide if I should do it or not
a part of me was scared but another part of me just wanted to make sure he's okay

I do care for him more than I'd like to admit all of this made me think about the very first time when my eyes met his

I still remember getting that not so unfamiliar feeling after seeing him which became very familiar now because whenever I see his face, hear his voice or even get his scent when He walks past me I get the same feeling that I experienced the very first day.

His cold grey eyes slicing through my heart
His laughter that makes me want to jump and dance
His sarcasm that makes me laugh so hard my stomach starts hurting
His carefree attitude... I mean if someone who doesn't know him they would think he is careless or doesn't pay attention
But someone who knows him would know Yami Sukehiro notices every little detail from the stitch of your clothing to a the slightest change of your mana he notices everything.
And that's what makes him, him.

I know I like him and I know it's rather fast but sometimes you can know a person for years and still don't feel anything for them but also sometimes you can know a person for a day and feel for them a year worth of emotions in one day, and that's what happened to me but the question is

Does he feel the same way?
And what if he doesn't?
But what if he does?
It's all going in circles of what ifs.

I mean he doesn't even talk to me that much.
mostly it looks like he avoids me
and I want to know why? But what if he gets upset about it?

To be honest right know I'm just worried about him
I don't know if I'm right but a few moments ago I felt like I saw a flicker of sadness in his eyes.
The type of sadness that beggs please don't betray me, please don't be like everyone else
I don't know I guess I'm thinking to much

Maybe he got the impression that I'll join Fuegoleon sama's squad and leave black bulls?
It's like a betrayal isn't it?
Ofcourse it is....

Ughhh i don't know
All this overthinking is giving me headache.

I get up make my way to the dressing table
Jeez my face is red like a cherry and cheeks are still warm
I got a little flustered because of the "position" we were in

Was he hard? Or did he just really had to pee?

But that wasn't just the only reason
Yami who is my captain and also someone who I've developed a crush on
He was so close to my face I could feel his breath on my lips
His body was pressed on me so hard
I could feel his cock grow
the way he slided his hand from my waist to my shoulder
And being the crush sick that I am I wanted him there and then at that very moment.
for a brief second I even thought about moving forward so that our lips could touch maybe he would have kissed me back?
But it would have been inappropriate
as much as I want him but right now My concern is if he is okay, he didn't seem very well judging by his mood these days

Something might have happened that he can't tell us?

I just can't sit here lust and worry about him at the same time.

Alright I'll go ask him if he's alright he might not tell me anything but I hope he won't feel alone
He might crush my skull but that's fine! As long as I make sure he's okay I'm willing to take any risk....

I made my way out from my room and turned to captain yami's

I tried again to knock for a few times but stopped
Alright here we go I finally knocked

Captain yami?

Hi, I know it's a very short chapter but I wanted to portray both of their PoV's seperately you'll find out in next chapter why :)