(Finished unrevised)
Lisse is thrown into a relationship with the biggest kpop band and is unsure how to navigate that with her dark past and history of mental health. Can she handle juggling 7 boyfriends? Will she fall in love with just one?
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I have now slept with Jimin and Yoongi. It feels... weird. Everyone had known or found out about Jimin and I. Nobody knew about Yoongi and I. Unfortunately today he presents his song to them. They'll know what's happening.
I roll over in bed to the sleeping Yoongi and nuzzle his neck. I'm glad he's never pushed me to talk but I think maybe it's time... or almost time.
"myeot si ye yo?" He mumbles.
"It's 8 am." I blurt out.
He sits up and looks at me. "Did you just understand what I said?" I nod. He smiles and kisses me. "I have to get going. Nobody will be home today we all have to present our songs or pitch ideas. So just relax today. If you need me or anything call me okay."
"Yoongi?" I say as he grabs fresh clothes.
"Hm?"
"I love you."
He lets out a low chuckle. "Have a good day Lisse." And with that he walks out.
I'm left confused and wondering if I messed up. No that's just Yoongi... thats all it is right? I shake my head and lay back down.
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*Flashback*
"Rilyn I don't know what to do. I can't have a baby. Spencer isn't going to help me and my mom kicked me out."
"Are you sure you want an abortion?" I shake my head no. "Then maybe adoption is a better option?"
"I don't know... what if I couldn't just say goodbye?"
"Hmm good point." She sighs.
"So abortion, keep it, or adoption."
"Why'd he do this to me?"
"I don't know Lis, but where are you staying anyways?"
"Don't worry about that now."
"No because that means you're with..."
"Listen." I sigh. "Where else was supposed to go."
"He's your english teacher you idiot."
"I know. It looks bad." I sigh. "But he's all I have."
"Everyones gonna say Mr.O is your baby daddy."
I gag. "Mr.O would never, he just treats me like a daughter."
"He's so grooming you."
I roll my eyes. "No he isn't, him and his wife are amazing. Their daughter Brady just went to college."
"Suuurrrreee." She laughs. "Does he know?"
"Yeah I told him." I kick my legs back and forth on the swing set were on.
"What if he adopted your baby?"
"I'm not asking him to adopt my baby." I laugh.
"You could still see him, maybe he'd even do guardianship until you graduated."
"It's not a bad idea." I sigh. "But what if I do say help me until I graduate from school, then they don't give him or her back?"
"I guess that would be an issue but I mean could it really hurt to try?"
I sigh. "Who gets pregnant after being raped and a virgin?"
"I don't know. People with bad luck."
I sigh and hop off the swing set. "I just wish I had a normal life. A normal boyfriend. Normal parents."
"You have me at least." She grins. "One day we'll leave this place and be something bigger, but right now..."
"Right now we have to deal with it." I sigh. I gently rub my belly confused on what to do. "I just wanted someone to love me."
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"You gonna finally talk to us again noona?" Jungkook smiles when I walk down the stairs. I had heard them all come home.
I nod my head yes.
"We missed you so much." Jin hugs me.
I hug him back then walk over to the table and plop down next to Yoongi.
"Yah Yoongi hyung you need to share." Jungkook says.
"I can't share what doesn't want to be shared." He lets out a chuckle then kisses me.
Jimin gives me a half smile then looks back down at the table.
The others just go about doing whatever they were doing. "Well I think today I can sleep in my own room." I look at Yoongi who nods with a smile.
"Are you feeling better?"
I nod. "I think so." 6 heads all turn towards me.
"Sooo who will sleep in your room tonight?" Taehyung asks.
"Well... what if we put your names in a cup, and whoever is pulled gets to sleep in my room?" I suggest.
"That works." Namjoon says. "I'll go grab some paper."
"Yoongi Hyung and Jimin Hyung don't get to go in the cup." Jungkook smiles mischievously.
"And why is that?" Jimin gives him a dirty look.
"Because you had her before vacation. Yoongi hyung had her since we got back." Jungkook shrugs.
"That sounds fair." Jin adds in.
"Okay." Namjoon says slapping a paper on the table. He rips it into 5 pieces. "Everyone write your name."
Jimin glares angrily at all of them. "Jimin it's just tonight."
"It's been two weeks." He whines.
All the names were thrown in the cup and namjoon hands me the cup. I pull out a name and carefully unfold the paper.
"Well who is it?" Jungkook asks.
"Jin." I smile at him.
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AN: imma have to rush the next few chapters to catch up for Jin's birthday 😂
