(Finished unrevised)
Lisse is thrown into a relationship with the biggest kpop band and is unsure how to navigate that with her dark past and history of mental health. Can she handle juggling 7 boyfriends? Will she fall in love with just one?
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I roll over on my empty bed searching for Jimin's touch, to remember I was in the bed alone. I grab my phone checking the time. 4 am. Maybe I could catch him before he leaves for the day. Not caring who would be mad. I creep up the steps to his room. I hear light chatter coming from Yoongi's room. Thats weird.
I creep near his door thats slightly ajar. The purple lights illuminate the otherwise pitch black hallway. I peek through the small space in the open door. Jimin and Yoongi were sitting on Yoongi's bed laughing and talking.
"Hyung sometimes I feel so insecure, like she'll see everyone else better than me."
Yoongi pinches Jimin cheek. "She's crazy about you, maybe more than anyone else here."
"I think she likes you more, or maybe Namjoon, Tae is more handsome than I am, and Jungkook is better at everything. Jin hyung is leaving."
"Don't be so hard on yourself Jiminie." Yoongi sighs. "I think she loves all of us in her own way."
"When she's with you guys I feel so hurt and I don't know how to stop feeling like that."
Yoongi shrugs. "Sometimes I feel that way with her too, but..."
"This relationship can never be normal can it hyung?"
Yoongi shakes his head no. "I don't think so."
"Who would have thought all of us would fall in love with the same girl that our company made us chose." Jimin sighs.
I don't know why but that statement hurt my feelings. I push open the door. "They made you chose me?" My voice cracks giving away that I was about to cry. Both of them stare at me with their mouths open.
"Not like that jagiya." Jimin sighs.
"I think it is like that." My bottom lip pouts out. "Made you..."
"Thats not what he means Lisseah." Yoongi says.
"I just mean... we had no say in the arrangement other than who we picked." Jimin looks at me.
"Made you pick." I repeat and walk out of the room.
Jimin grabs my hand chasing after me. "Jagiya."
"Jimin, you hurt my feelings." I remove his hand from around mine.
He bites his lip and looks down. "I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't mean it how you took it."
"It feels like sometimes you all were forced to be here with me."
Yoongi walks over to us. "No, we could have said no to the arrangement, we did have that choice, but we say you. We wanted you. All of us."
"I'll never be good enough for any of you." A tear falls down my cheek. I don't even know why I'm acting so dramatic. I sniffle and look between them.
"Don't say that jagiya." Jimin pulls me into a hug. "You're perfect." Yoongi adds himself to the hug. "We love you don't forget that. Why were you ease droppings anyways silly?"
