what do I say
when I don't look
for I know
what I'll find is
disappointment
when everyone
means well
but fails
to keep
their promises
when I break
and no-one see
so nothing is
there
when everything
feel like nothing
in those long stormy days
that turn into nights
wondering is this
really ok?
I'm shaking on my floor
days fade to night
no-one came to say
Hi
did they know
and was just giving space
or do I have to keep
reminding them
yes I'm here
too