what to do
what did I do
you flip flop
like paper
in the wind
am I
good or bad
today?
no matter
I'm sure you'll
let me know
with your tone
the pain in
my chest
is just proof
that it works
I sit
alone and wonder
what it is
something or nothing
but my brain cripples
my thoughts
can something come from nothing?
or am I
missing something
like a word or a phase
that made this day
not ok
I'd try to fix it
if I knew what
it was
but why do I feel
it's not a fix
you're after
I can tippy toe
around your shards
intel my toes bleed
still you refuse
to work with me
what do I do
What did I do?
other than trying to help
but I guess
I was just
helping myself