The other women

Yesterday

"Elvis I Ain't Got time for no games right now" you said while clearing your throat, afraid of what was about to come.

"Sit" he demanded, not a single thought going through his mind at the moment, you had never seen this look on him before.
"I'm not going to hurt you honey" he whispered into your ear while you seated on the bed crossing your legs.

He walked back and forth, scratching the back of his neck. He look nervous and frustrated at the same time, his hair was falling apart from his usual look, his brows frowning.
His chest pumping up and down fast, he left you with a warm sensation in your lower stomach, the feeling you had been missing for the last 9 months.
You let out a breath to remind him you still waited for him to say something.

He looked straight at you, not a single word was let out in the room.
"Elvis if you ain't got nothing to say, then let me leave" you raised yourself from the bed, and slowly walked towards the bedroom door.
His body moved in front you, stopping you halfway.
His face was Inches away from your face, you could feel his warm breath hitting your face.
You let out a breath you didn't know you had been holding in, something was rambling up inside of you, and it wasn't a good feeling, if it had been under any other circumstances it would have been a pleasure.

"Baby, let me talk before you leave" he said in low raspy voice, that rang a melody in your ears, it made you weak in knees.
It was either still the hormones talking or you had just missed to be touch by Elvis.
"Sit down and relax" you backed off and seated on the bed again.

He was leaning against the wall fidgeting with his ring on his fingers, keeping his head down to avoid your eyes.
He looked like a little kid about to ask his mama about something.
"I'm sorry" Elvis said in silence
"Your sorry... it's that all I get from you while you have been screwing a whore for last 9 months" you raised your voice at him.
"Elvis I know you, you could do so much better than I'm sorry" you mimicked his words.

His eyes started to get red again just like they were about to burst into tears.
"What do you want me to say? Huh honey I know I made a mistake but-" you cut him off
"A mistake! Elvis do you even know what a mistake is." You stood to your feet again walked over to keep his eyes on you.

"Oh cut the horsecrap!" He raised his voice.
You look at him surprised, like you had just open a new side to Elvis.
"Of course I do, but you didn't make it any easier for me, I got bored" he said.
"Of what Elvis! You have everything you ever wanted right here" you crossed your arms "so tell me Elvis what made you so goddamn bored you had to screw another woman instead of your wife." Your was clear and firm.
"Nah baby put it that way, ya are making it seem so bad" he pushed him leaning self of the wall and stepped a bit more towards you.

"Seem bad! Elvis it's bad! For nine months you lied to me, for nine months I held your baby inside me, for nine months you didn't make love to love to ME! Cause your busy satisfying another woman. Don't you see it" your eyes started to tear up again.
Elvis didn't say anything, he kept his head low. He could hear you crying, it hurt him every time a tear shred down your cheek.

"Elvis say something!" You clear your throat and wiped your eyes off with the back of your hand.
He looked at you, you could tell his heart was broken by the sight of you.
"I don't what to say, other than I'm sorry and don't expect ya to forgive me, but satnin I love you and your the only woman who I truly love and care about"
His words sent a sharp pain to your heart.
You hated him so much, you wanted to hurt him but you loved him so much at the same time, that seeing him in the state truly broke your heart.

You waved him in with your arms, "come here" you said softly.
He looked at you surprised and stepped forward.
Your arm surrounded his upper body while the other stroked his hair.
"Your right, I can't forgive you right now baby. I need time" you mumbled into his neck, while taking in his scent, you missed being in his arms, you missed his scent and you missed his warmth, you finally felt at home.

He pulled away from your grip, to look at you "I can give you time, whatever it takes baby" he laid a kiss on your cheek while still holding you.
The warm sensation of his kiss burned through your skin.
"Can we just stay like this for a moment?" He said
Elvis and you stood in silence for minutes but it felt like hours, he gently laid small kisses on the side of your neck.
You moaned slightly by the feeling, but your mind kept rolling the images of his lips on another woman.
"Don't Elvis" you said with hesitation, because no matter how nice it felt being touched by the man you love, you knew it was wrong to give him what he wanted.

He eyes was felt with sorrow when he looked you.
His red perfect lips was starring at you like a piece of candy in front a child.
You couldn't stand it anymore, your lips were inches away from his, before you touched his lips, you whispered underneath your breath
"this isn't a forgiveness baby, I just really need you right now"