I Want To Know What Love Is

Apology...?

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[Boscha and Willow's Dorm]

Boscha and Willow's official first day of school had just ended, Boscha was sitting on the firm living room couch and Willow was eating breakfast in the kitchen, the pink haired witch walked up to the tv and turned the knob to select a channel, quickly getting Willow's attention as they had been sitting in awkward silence for a while, "What do you want to watch?" Boscha turned around to look at Willow.

"..." Willow remained silent as she took another bite of her cereal. She had been giving Boscha the silent treatment for the entire day. Boscha had a lot on her mind, well actually the only thing she had on her mind was Willow.  She turned left the tv on whatever channel it was on and sat back down on the couch.

"She's still mad at me, it's been a whole day...all because of that nerd." She thought to herself noticing Willow was still not talking to her, she watched the news and continued to think to herself, "Who even is he, why does she even care, it was just a joke..." She turned around to look at Willow but quickly turned back as Willow lifted her head up to look at her.

"You never apologized to him," Willow dropped her spoon in the bowl, "Why would I?" Boscha responded, "Have some human decency." Willow had always been caring maybe it was years of growing plants that caused her to be so patient and kind.

"Like I said before, it was a joke, and he didn't even hear me." The plant witch rolled her eyes, Boscha had always been stubborn, It's not that she always thought she was right she was just too embarrassed to admit she was in the wrong.

"You never apologized to me." Boscha's eyes widened and she gulped, "Repeat that?" Boscha's hands were on her knees, she quickly snapped her head to look over at the plant witch after she repeated what she had previously stated, "Right, um....I just never got the chance." Boscha began to sweat, her nervousness started to flood her brain, it was as if the mini Boschas in her head flipped her fight or flight switch.

"Well, here's your chance." Boscha could feel Willow's cold stare behind her, the pink haired witch gulped and took a deep breath. To be completely honest, she was avoiding this, mainly because she didn't know how to apologize let alone what to say. Boscha didn't have what some called a soft side, most of her heart was stone cold, like most of her thoughts, or at least that's what most people said.

"Well to start...I just want to say I'm not good at apologies." Boscha's head faced forward but her eyes looked at the ground as she fidgeted with her fingers due to her nervousness, "I know we haven't been exactly the best of friends, and I also know I caused you uh...a lot of pain emotionally, and I want to say, I'm sorry, for the bullying, ridiculing, name-calling and so on." Boscha paused and looked at Willow only slightly turning her head to make sure she was saying the "right things" so far.

"Uh...I want to be completely honest with you, I don't have an excuse, to be frank I don't even know why I did it, was it that I had something to prove? Did I think bullying someone I saw as weak made me better as a person? I don't know but I do know that I regret it." A long moment of silence passed and both were waiting for one another to say something to break this silence, but for Boscha it was deadly, she didn't know why but what she said made her feel anxious.