Soul Mates?~ s.m

See you again| 25

Shawn's POV:

I obviously had something wrong with me but I couldn't tell Sabrina. When I was in New York again,w I got a phone call from Sabrina's mom.

Phone call

Her mom: "Shawn I have some very bad news..."
Me: "is Sabrina ok please tell me she is ok." My head went light headed
Her: "right now yeah.." I heard her sniffle, " doctors say this could possibly be her last week shawn" I heard her sob.

Phone call over

Once she told me that I got the closest ticket to go back home.

I couldn't just tell her what her mom had told me, if she goes... she has to leave with out constantly being worried about when she is.

Tonight I am going to play the song she asked me to play because I have this feeling in my stomach that is signaling something bad.

Sabrina's POV:

Shawn is being really quite, and I feel like he is hiding something from me. I know I should trust him but I can tell when he is lying.

I have been getting huge headaches that don't go away.

*Knock*

"Hey, I just wanted to talk to you, " Andrew came in signaling Shawn to leave. Shawn got up and closed the door behind him.

"Look, I just want to tell you this now cause I am afraid I won't get the chance to tell you and I don't want to regret this... If you leave this world soon..." his voice started to crack making me shed a few tears.

"I want you to know I will always have a place for you in my heart, I know we didn't know each other for long but when you first came you made this place so much more happier... you really have impacted my life and I want you to leave this world peacefully, don't worry about what happened with us, I will tell my wife and kids one day about you and I want you to know I love you, as a sister and a best friend. thank you for making these past 5 weeks the best 5 weeks." by now I was full on sobbing.

"Andrew I love you too, thank you for these 5 weeks and showing me to be grateful , and I hope you meet someone who values who you are" he leaned into hug me and he kissed my forehead well I'm going to let your other family members in." he said smiling and crying.

He walked away but turned to mouth something 'thank you'.

Then my mom came in and so did some cousins and aunts. then shawn.
I have the feeling that everyone knows these are my lazy few days.

"Hey" Shawn came in with blood shot eyes. he walked right in to hug me and we stayed like that for a good 5 minutes.

"Sabrina thank you for being my friend, And first love know t-that you will always be in my mind 24/7 and that you will never be forgotten... wherever I go you will be in my heart forever. I wish you could stay but that would be selfish because I know how much pain you are in and I don't want to see you hurting anymore, you might be loosing the battle right now but know you conquered my heart" he was crying and so was eye. he grabbed his guitar and strummed a few chords.

"This song is for you, See you again."

We've come along way from where we began

I'll tell you all about I when I see you again

All the memories of us started playing back. As babies, kids and from just recently. I didn't know someone would impact my life so much, I wish for him the best in meeting a wife who respects him and kids who value him.

So let the light guide your way, yeah

Hold every memory as you go

When I see you again.

I'm not gonna lie I didn't see the white lights that everyone talks about but I had, but I am having a huge replay of my entire life, whoop never mind there's the door with the white light I guess that was my goodbye.

Shawn's POV

As I sang the last lyric I saw the monitor go crazy no...

"DOCTOR HELP!!!!" By the time they all ran it was no use. The line was straight.

"I'm sorry" the doctor patted my shoulder and I let it all go. Her mom came in and sobbed into my shoulder.

"I've lost her, my only child, my baby!!!" She was not doing well not was I.

They say God takes the best and I guess Sabrina was on that list.... I know that after this I'm not going to be the same. I'm just glad she's not suffering anymore, and one day I'll see her again...

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................ Sorry guys I actually teared up, tbh and my friend is currently snoring next to me but yeah one more chapter!

Xoxoxox, sam💕😅