i no not want to receive your sweater.
perhaps, i want to be someone you follow with your eyes
when i walk in front of you
while all these other girls are way more worth-looking.
i want to be someone you think
when you're all with other ladies
or in a crowd full of busy people
where temptation is around your neck.
i want to be that someone you miss at 2:45 pm,
when you are reminded of me with a random meme
you saw online,
or a cenrtain song i always hum,
or a color you knew i like the most.
i want to be that someone you talk to your friends with,
that whenever they see me, they would ask if you're all good
because they knew what i were to you.
i want to be the person who always made your day.
even if we hold no conversation at all.
even if i'm dead cold and response less than i do before.
no, i don't need that sweater.
if only i can be selfish and demand you
this 3rd of december,
once in a while,
i wish i were heather.
