Nostalgia

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Welp, school's wrapping up, and with three different high schools that mine branches off into (two advanced academies plus the high school) my friend group is splintering apart, and with the school that I'm going my social life is essentially going to die. Every day is painful, knowing that I'm only going to see a couple of my friends occasionally, and the rest rarely. Even pokegirl72, one of my very closest friends, will be going to another school. I'll admit that with all the things that have been going on in my life, I have lost much of my motivation, in fact, the only reason I make an effort to get out of bed is because of my good friends. I know I'll make new ones, I know new memories will be made, but I doubt a single day will go by that I don't think of the countless happy moments I've had... Pokegirl's laugh, dark aura's shenanigans, JohnEgbret's derpiness... So many others. I'm unsure how I will take it, going to a place with vastly more work with vastly less motivation to try... Who is to say? We'll just have to see... To my friends who read this, all of you, I love you. You give me a reason to live and a reason to try... I love you all so much... Gah... I'm usually eloquent when writing like this, but... Words can't express my feelings... I'm holding back tears as I write this... I'll just stop now so that I don't break...

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