🂱𝒪𝒸𝒸𝒾𝓈𝒾ℴ🂱- 𝙂𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙓𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Insightful Pain- 20

Billy's eyes widened and he looked at me with a expression of pure shock. The blood slowly dripped from my nose. I used the back of my hand to wipe it away. By now, I could taste my own blood. I pointed down at Stu then motioned toward myself. "Do you see what in the hell you've done, now?" I asked him angrily. His mouth moved but no words came out.

"Save it. I don't want to hear whatever the fuck you have to say." I paused glancing down at Stu to make sure he was still alive and okay. "William Loomis, you have hurt not only Stu, but me as well. You have made a mistake that I will never forget." He sat up and looked at me with pleading eyes. "I- I didn't mean to." I shook my head. "No. You knew what you were doing. You knew the harm you were causing- but now.." I looked down at him with disgust.

"I want to know just why the fuck you almost killed Stu." Now, Billy was standing in front of me. He waved his arms around. "It was a misunderstanding- I- I swear!" I took a step forward and grabbed his shirt. "Stop lying to me, asshat. Tell me why you did what you did." He didn't answer. "Now." I sternly said while gripping his shirt harder.

He let out a trembly breath. "Because of you." He muttered while looking away from me. I removed my hand from his shirt and then gripped his face. "Look at me when you're talking to me." He slowly moved his eyes to stare directly at me. "Why me?" I asked him. "I was jealous." I stared at him pondering on what he said. "Go on."

"Stu said that you like him more than me..." he paused glancing down at his half dead friend. "And it just sent me over the edge. I...I like you." He paused again and looked at me in the eyes. "I've liked you as soon as we met. That's why I kind of kidnapped you. I didn't want to lose you." He kept staring at me but something looked different. His eyes were glossy.

Is he about to cry? Fucking idiot. I knew I never should have came here. "I...Y/n I love you." My eyes widened out of anger and I pushed him back. "You call this love? YOU CALL ALMOST KILLING YOUR BEST FRIEND AND HARMING ME, FUCKING LOVE?! You're crazy." I yelled at him. I knew he was crazy. But not crazy enough to hurt the one he cared about.

"Boyfriend..." he mumbled. I froze. "Say that again." I said with no emotion lacing my voice. "He is..my boyfriend." Billy curled up into a ball and gripped his hair. "Fuck...fuck." He mumbled. "What have I done?!" Okay, that's it. The gates are down and the tears are coming. I started to cry. No- sob. I didn't make any noise. Just sobbing.

I walked back over to Stu and dropped to my knees. He turned his head to look at me. Blood was still all over his face. "Is it...true?" I asked his barely above a whisper. He looked over at Billy. "Yes..." He said solemnly. I looked at Billy. "Go to your fucking room and don't come out until I say you can." I told him. I sounded like an angry mom telling her toddler to go to his room after he broke a vase.

He lifted his head and looked at me with the red, puffy eyes. "Y/n, please..I'm begging you-" "Then fucking beg. No matter what you say- what happened is what happened and you can't change the past." I sighed harshly. "Get out of my sight." Billy slowly gathered himself and trudged out of the living room.

He took one glance back at me and Stu before exiting. I heard Stu groan. "Fuck..." I gingerly placed my hand on his face. "Shhh...it's okay. I'm going to help you."
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"Y/nnnn, that hurts!" Stu groaned and clamped his eyes shut. "I know, but please be patient. I can't risk your cuts getting infected." I dabbed his face with a rag soaked with antiseptic. "I know this hurts, I know it sucks, but I promise it will help in the long run." Stu opened his eyes and smiled softly at me. "Whatever you say, doctor."

I finished cleaning up Stu's face and put some bandages on it. I sighed and stepped back to look at my work. His face was swollen and red. He had a black eye, and I could see the hand prints from when Billy tried to choke him out. Even though I knew Stu was in a lot of pain, he still managed to smile at me. "Why're you staring at me, hotstuff?" I grinned at his words and walked closer to him.

"You still manage to smile even though your going through so much pain. How?" I tilted my head slightly. He let out a breathy chuckle. "It's because of you." He paused and stared at me. "We- me and Billy, did everything we did because of you. As soon as we saw you- we knew we had to have you." I blushed at his kind words.

"So...you aren't mad at Billy for almost killing you?" Stu shook his head. "No way, baby. I get it. He tried to kill me for a damn good reason." His eyes softened and he continued.

"You."