𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗅i𝗑 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗍𝗌☼

❥𝗅 𝗂 𝗄 𝖾 𝗍 𝗁 𝖾 𝗆 𝗈 𝗏 𝗂 𝖾 𝗌

❧TW: homophobia/bullying, mention of suicidal thoughts

And just like that, we were kissing in the rain.

It was heavenly.

His lips were so soft on mine and i hoped he felt the same tingling sensation that I did.

My fingers entangled in his wet strands in attempt to pull him even deeper into my euphoria.

Does he feel that way too?

When we kiss?

To me it looked beautiful, as I was imagining us standing there in pretty perfection. Just like a movie scene.

Except the other person was an illusion in my demolished imagination.

"Look who we have here..."

"If that isn't the little fag" the boys were laughing like maniacs, pushing the fragile male against his locker.

He acted like it was nothing, because by now, it was just his routine.

"You like taking it up the ass, huh?" they all laughed, pushing and kicking the brunette.

He didn't look, he was facing his locker, waiting for everything to be over again.

The words were just bouncing off of him by now.

And he never even talked about his preferences, to anyone.

In fact he was a loner. He has always been.

The only one he had was his sick mother waiting for him at their demure home.

And he'd put on a show, and make her food and tell her about his friends and his great day just so she'd be happy.

Just because before she'll pass away, he wants her to think he had a happy life and friends, just because she was the only thing in the world that could make the tiny piece that his heart was glow.

Because if he saw his mother smile at something funny he'd say, then his world was fine for that moment.

and just then.

But right now, he was alone. Facing his own problems yet again.

"You're disgusting!!"  "You hear me?!!" they screamed and shouted, making the words sink deep under Felix skin.

He pressed his eyes as close as possible, trying to avoid the physical and emotional pain in that way.

He just wanted out and everything to stop.

But nothing was ever gonna change for him.

He was glad it was his last year in highschool.

Then he'd just never see them again.

At times, he thought about just ending it all. Honestly, at a lot of times but he always held onto the thought of staying with his mother, that loved Felix so dearly.

The person who cherished him and gave him all their love, for his happiness.

He knew his mother would die just by knowing how he was actually treated. That he was not at all happy.

But for her he could be. And he would.

So he kept his eyes shot once more, enduring the hurtful words, the harm, the shame.

"You're only a nuisance, might as well leave this school"

"Yeah... or do you want to suck my dick so bad?"

Felix gulped down the shame he felt at those words.

He wanted to cry and scream at them but he knew there was no use anyways, it would only give them some more food.

"Seems like you want it real bad huh?" a loud, deep voice, almost resembling a thunder through the almost empty hallways, echoed through the floor.

The boys stopped, even Felix was looking at the direction.

Never had someone ever stepped in on them.

A broad boy with long hair and a dark appearance stood confidently in the hallway, only a few meters away.

He walked closer carefully, confidentially.

"Is that not what you want? Get your dick sucked real good?"

The bullies stood in awe at how brave the male was being, their faces beet-red.

"T-the fuck are you saying.." one of them stuttered.

In comparison to them, the male was quite tall and steady, standing proudly in front of them with no sign of fear.

Felix could only catch a glimpse of the guy, since he was crouched down beneath the group.

One of the guys still held onto his collar firmly.

"Either move out of the way or I'll do it" he said securely.

"Tss..do what?" the other said, trying to act rather tough.

The tall male moved so close to him, that his body was hovering over the obvious smaller frame.

"I said: Get Out Of My Fucking Way, or I'll S.u.c.k. Y.o.u.r. little D.i.c.k...mmh!?"

The other gulped. "Let's just leave these fags.." he said trying to sound casual but deep down his voice was shaky.

The others just followed his lead, leaving Felix behind with one last push.

The two stood there alone in the hallway.

Felix could only look down in shame. A single tear rolled down his cheek.

He turned around, back to pushing his stuff inside his locker.

"You know they're wrong" the brunette heard the other say next to him.

He was still there.

Felix only gulped, trying to ignore him.

It was just someone who wouldn't care anyways, so he shouldn't even try and be nice in the first place.

As he was done, he pushed his locker close, turning to look up at the male.

He still hasn't moved a muscle.

"Look Felix, don't let them get to you"

Felix looked up puzzled.

The elder just chuckled, squinting his eyes a little in the process "you're in my physics class" he laughed.

"I don't come often, but I usually sit in the back"

Felix lips formed an "o" shape.

"Well..uhmm.. t-thanks" the brunette stutters, turning to leave the blonde male behind.

A hand caught his wrist, before he could vanish completely.

"Take care of yourself more, Felix."

And Felix, he smiled, he smiled genuinely, nodding his head slightly in response.

Maybe he can.

Maybe there is some more hope, someone who makes him more hopeful.

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Ok so as for explanation: I'm sincerely sorry this story is kept so short and kind of not very eventful...
The truth is I had no idea what I wanted for the story so I wrote the first thing that got into my mind and continued on with that.
I'm honestly not happy with the outcome and I was battling with myself rather I should write more or not for that, but I know it would've gotten out of hand, so I decided not to.

I hope though, that this doesn't make you feel like all the other stories are gonna be like that one too, because I have so much more in store and hope that you'll continue reading and supporting my book!!

Thank you guys🫶

Your author~nim♡