the failed experiment (Bellatrix&Narcissa Black x fem. Reader)

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓲𝔁

Narcissa POV

I can't take the silence anymore, I need to know if Y/N really loves me! "So it's true what Madam Audelie said? Do you love both of us?" I finally spoke up. "It comes to my attention, that I indeed do it. But that doesn't change anything." "That doesn't change anything? That doesn't change anything?! That changes everything!" "No it doesn't! I can't and won't choose between you two! No matter who I would choose I will loose at the same time. So end of discussion!" She says sternly. I wanted to say something before suddenly a man came, around Y/N's age, over to us and sit down on the table.

"Hello beautiful" he smirks at Y/N. "If today is not the day you want to die, I would go if I were you." Bella snarled at him. "Yeah? And who are you to tell me I should leave? No one exactly." He replied laughing. "Did you ever heard of Bellatrix Black?" Y/N now ask. "I do but she died in the war" he told us thinking and chuckled after. He chuckled, now I'm ready to kill him! In the meantime Y/N gave Bella her wand. "What did you heard about her?" Y/N asks again. "She is a crazy lunatic. She has the most power from all the death eaters. She tortured Frank and Alice Longbottom insane and spend years in Azkaban. Why did you ask?" He questioned confused. Y/N leaned forward and whispers "This crazy lunatic will do the same to you now." She flicked her hand and he magically disappeared. Right before I saw his panic. "He is in your dungeons. Don't worry about him he doesn't had family or someone who cares about him" Y/N said the last part more to me then Bella.

"So can I?" Bella asks already excited, but wanted to make sure she is allowed to go. "You know the drill, have fun" she retorted smiling. "Thank you. Thank you. Thank you" she said between pecks on Y/Ns lips and disappeared herself. "Why did you do that?" I ask her. "1 crazy protective witch plus 1 pissed witch equals death. Simple." She replied almost coldly. "Y/N you torture yourself if you live like this till the day we die." I said calmly. "Do you think I don't know that? There is no way you won't win. You are the one I'm stuck with. Don't get me wrong, I do love you, but everything in me can't let this happen because of Bella. It's not even Draco anymore, at least not after last night. We will never be apart, even if I choose you over your sister. The first step will only work if I love you more than her, what I don't do. It's equal. I already played through every possibility, the end is always the same. I can't win." She said pissed of herself, sad and angry the same time.

"What if you don't have to choose?" "That's what I'm doing right now?" She retorted confused. "No, what I meant is, what if you date both of us at the same time? We can do everything together, what doesn't include sexual intercourse, that both of us get separate. This way we have what we want most and you don't have to choose." She looks at me like I'm insane. "Are you drank?" "No" "Are you on something?" "No" "are y-" "Y/N!" I interrupt. "This should be something you shouldn't even consider Narcissa." She said still completely shocked of what I just suggest. "I know, but I want to be with you because I love you and if this is the only possible way I'm taking it." I explain. "Even if that means I have to share you" I add.

Y/N POV

She is really serious about that, right? I don't know how I feel about it. I mean she is right, it would be a way, but how will that look if I'm with both of them the same time? What will Bella think about it? Will she agree? So many thoughts floating through my mind, so many unanswered questions. "Love?" Cissa take me back out of my thoughts. "Yeah?" I ask confused, still thinking about what she suggest. "Are you ok?" She asks concerned. "Yes I am." I answer knowing I don't mean it. "No you're not. Don't lie to me please." "I don't know what I should think about it. Before I make a decision we need to talk to Bels first" I replied and gulped my second drink down. "Let's go back then, we need to correcting some tests anyways and wait for Bella to come back." Cissy said and stood up.

We made our way to a allay to apparate back to Hogwarts when suddenly Narcissa pinned me to the wall, only inches away from my face. "What's going on?" I ask a little harsh. "Can I kiss you?" She whisper while her eyes flickered back and forth my eyes and lips. "Please" god she sounds desperate "go on" immediately her lips found mine and she started gently first but the kiss got more and more heated. Her left hand found its way to the back of my head, deepening the kiss while she pushed me harder against her lips. My hand found its way to her lower back, pulling her firmly against me. Both of us moan into the kiss the moment our bodies collided. We ended up in a sloppy French kiss while our hips move lightly in sync with each other. I can already feel the heat that comes from her. I know it's time to end before we end up like last night.