ᏆᎠᏆᎾᎢᏚ || Blitzø x Reader

Filler Chap. (23)

* I'm sorry for disappearing, I've dealing with a lot mentally, and it feels like I'm finally getting my life together a bit. Also, gonna make Blitzo a bit MORE accurate, than how he's been in the last few chapters. *

I woke to the sound of an alarm going off, I glance over to my phone, seeing that it was of course the culprit. I rose a brow at it, before I silenced the alarm.

"Why did I set that..?"

I stared at my phone in silence, until I heard a soft knock at my door. I got up, walking over, and opening it to see Moxxie. "Sorry for disturbing you, Y/N, but me and Millie would like to know if you are still companying us to work today?" he asked, then it hit me, I return to work today... Moxxie stared at me, awaiting a reply from me, he was about to speak again, but I simply nodded at him then shut the door back. I went to my closet, picking out a simple outfit to wear, I fixed my hair the way I usually do. I then looked in the mirror, letting out a sigh. I would be lying if I said I didn't wanna see Blitzo again, and I know part of me doing this was to see him again. Even with as upset I am with him, what I did wasn't as fair also. I did go to Ozzie's, but it was just to make sure they were alright. Either way, it was dumb of me. I let my worrying get the better of me, if I didn't, maybe me and Blitzo would be alright... But why was Stolas there? I should hate him, but I don't. I still care and love him, but I shouldn't forgive him so easily.

"Hey, Y/N, you comin'?" I turned my head to see Millie in the doorway. "Yeah, I am sorry.. Got lost in my thoughts." I told her, before walking out of my room with her. Millie placed her hand on my shoulder, "You'll do just fine."

As we got closer, and closer to our workplace, the more my nerves worsened. It was even hard for me to hold a conversation with Moxxie and Millie, which they took notice of. They would occasionally ask if I was alright, but I would reassure them I would be alright eventually with all of this. I can't keep avoiding this forever, it's time I face everything. I know Stolas was helping me, but I can't keep relying on him, or anybody.

Eventually, we had arrived at our building. I took a deep breath, before I walked inside with them to take the elevator to our floor. We walked to our door, opening it before we all walked inside. There Loona sat at her desk as usual, she glanced up from her phone seeing us, her eyes widened a little at me but quickly went back to normal. I took a seat on the couch, looking forward, but not.. To seeing Blitzo. Everyone was doing their own thing, I was on my phone, waiting for something to happen.

I then heard the office door slam open, taking me back to when I first started this job. I stared at Blitzo, he looked around, until his eyes landed on me. "Oh, look who decided to actually show up for work today." he told me, I gave him a confused, yet concerned look. Wasn't the reaction I was expecting.. I looked to the others, who didn't seem too surprised about it. I turned back to Blitzo, "Anyway, gang. I just received a call of some asshole wanting revenge on his whore of a wife." he explained, he now was facing away from me. I was happy it wasn't a big deal I was here, but.. He was kinda acting like nothing was going on between us.. It stung a bit.

After we had prepared to go, the four of us went through the portal. I glanced around the place, seeing we were in a city, next to an apartment complex. "From what he told us, the bitch should be up on the 5th floor.. Remember. We cannot be seen." he told us, before loudly climbing a latter. Millie didn't seem to care too much, she just followed after him, while me and Moxxie just stood there for a bit, I looked to see Moxxie facepalming. I just let out a sigh, before the two of us went up after him.  The four of us all peeked into the window, to see that it seemed like no one was home at the moment. Blitzo had decided that we all go in, and prepare for the return of our target.

We had all found our own hiding places for us to sneak up on her. But, Blitzo and I were hiding behind the same couch... Once again reminded me of the first mission I went on with them. Me and Blitzo had ended up going the same way by accident, I glanced towards Blitzo. He never even glanced my way once, I frowned a bit. Did he get over me, just like that? I must've been staring at him for took long, since Blitzo had finally turned his head to me, just to give me a questioning look. "What?" he asked, I just shook my head, looking away. "Nothing.." I mumbled, I felt his gaze linger on me for a few seconds, till he turned back like nothing happened. The two of us stayed quiet, I had to admit.. The silence was killing me. I would take glances at him occasionally, but it seemed like he was just actively avoiding looking at me. I looked at him again, but this time I was going to say something, but before I could. The door to the apartments opened.

I peeked from the side of the couch, seeing a young girl, she had blonde hair with blue highlights, with blue eyes. I watched as she shut the door, letting out a sigh, sliding down the door, till she was now sitting on the floor. I watched as she pulled her knees up to her chest, as she started to quietly sob. The girl then pulled out her phone, she scrolled through it, until she seemed to stop at something. "I'm.. So sorry.." she whispered, "I never did it because I loved that man.. My heart was always yours. But.. It was because I had to, but.. I never got to talk to you about it.. I know, it still doesn't make what I have done okay, but.. I loved you so much.." I just continued to watch the girl quietly, who was she talking about? Was it our client.. So many questions. I then heard a whisper, "Get ready." It was Blitzo, I only nodded slowly, not taking my eyes off the woman. I watched as she got up from the floor, and headed to her room. The four of us all followed her in, she laid in her bed, we waited a bit, until it seemed like she was fast asleep. "Now, who wants to do the honors–" Blitzo started, but I quickly interrupted him, I went up to the girl, I positioned myself over her, I grabbed a pillow. I stared down at her sleeping form below me, part of me.. Actually felt guilty for some reason, but I knew I needed to do this. I then pushed the pillow over her face, causing the girl to be startled awake, she at first tried to fight back, but stopped. I applied more pressure onto the pillow, the woman gave my wrist a small squeeze, then she went limp. I stayed still for a bit, then I put the pillow back.. She just accepted it.

"The bitch is dead, now let's head back." Blitzo told us, before he got his phone out to tell Loona. I just quietly stared at the girl, before I moved away. My eyes landed on a journal that was placed on the table next to the bed. Curious, I grabbed it and opened it. I slowly started to read through it.. It seemed like she did love our client. But, somebody was threatening her, made her feel she could go to no one, or else she would endanger them as well... I frowned more at this.. I hope they get to talk.

Once we were back, I decided to try and talk to Blitzo. I stepped into his office, seeing he was of course messing around. He then took notice of me, "What can I do ya for?" he asked, "I just wanted to talk.." I explained, "About what?" he rose a brow, "You.. Know.. About everything." I told him, placing my hand on his desk, Blitzo stayed quiet, "Listen.. I don't want things to be bad between us, so.. Can we please tal–" I started, as I placed my hand on Blitzo's, which only made him pull away, catching me off guard, causing a sting in my chest. I stared at him confused, and hurt, Blitzo looked to the side, avoiding looking at me, "I think you should get out." he told me, I stood there quiet, till I just nodded, exiting the office, the stinging in my chest never leaving, instead getting worse...