Me and Draco never really spend time together anymore. He was assigned a mission from Voldemort. I never asked what it was because I didn't really want to know.
I slowly made my way the the common room, seeing Draco first as I leaned against the door frame, perched rigidly on the arm of the leather couch by the grand fire place. The gentle glow of the flames hit his blonde hair, casting a soft halo effect making him look almost angelic, though I knew better.
His veins ran red with tainted blood and I was sure his heart had rotted long ago, sitting blackened and still within his chest. He had proven that many times over durning the years I has known him and it was something I was likely never to forget.
His shoulders were lined with tension as he looked up at me, silver finding grey as our eyes met, and I could see a certain anxiety within then, so different from and usual icy glare.
"I know you can't talk about it but can't you just tell me since we're the same" I sat on the couch next to him.
"My mission....I have to kill dumbeldore" his head was now looking at his ring that we was playing with. I leant over and gave him a hug. Placing hands of the back of his neck. He hesitated at first but he hugged me back.
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3 am
I felt myself binging picked up in my sleep. Next thing I know I I'm laying on the cold floor, I open my eyes to see I'm at the astronomy tower. I put both of my hands on the railing and pulled my self up looking down at the river.
" y/n it's nice to see you" his voice went right through me I knew exactly who it was. Voldemort.
" what am I doing here" I backed away as my back hit the wall behind me.
"Well as Draco has told you about what the mission it , I'm giving you two options. You kill Dumbledore or Draco is sent to Azkaban for the rest of his life"he moved closer to me.
"No , no I can't" I put my hands over my face.
"Fine, Draco dies or you kill Dumbledore, your choice" he took his wand and lifted me up in the air
"Times ticking" he pointed his wand up in the air making me go with it.
"Fine, I'll kill Dumbledore"I screamed as he put me down laughing.
TW⚠️SH
I had been in my room for days, not eating, sleeping I couldn't I didn't want to meet him again. It was all getting to much, I knew what I had to do. The voices getting louder as I walked over to my draws next to me bed, I grabbed the key from underneath my pillow and unlocked the draw.
Do it
Dot it
Do it
Do it
I pulled out a little box I opened it to see the blades covered in dry blood from last time. I sat on my bed I pull up my sleeve will the dark mark on hopefully to make it disappear. I place the blade over the dark mark on my arm and sliced across scrunching my face up as my arm burned from the sensation. I watched as the white line wasn't so white anymore, little bubbles of red appeared. Anger grew over me as I started to slice my arm more and more even harder the what I'm used to. Hoping to not see the dark mark over all the cuts. It's was still there showing over what I had just done. "Nooo" I screamed going to my arm for even more. My head started to spin. Black dots appeared in the room. I fell back on my bed with my arms out the blade still in my hand.
Dracos pov-
Y/n has been so distant with me ever since I told her about the mission, she hasn't left her room in days. Was she scared of me. I decided to walk to her dorm.
"Y/n in your in there I just wanted to make sure your okay" nothing just silence.
"Y/n?" I tried the door handle put it was locked, I took out my wand and opened her door. I saw your laying on the bed not know what she had just done to her self. I walked over to her, and saw blood coving her arm all over the bed it was everywhere.
"Y/n" I screamed. I noticed something in her hand but I couldn't make out what it was as her hand was covered in blood I took it out her hand and realised what it was. A blade.
"Nooo, what have you done, y/n" I screamed her whole body was pale and cold, I got on the next to her. Shaking her to wake up.
"Draco" I turned around to see pansy standing there.
"Help me, please" I shouted she jolted at me response.
She came running over to see what was happening. Fear formed in her eyes as she put her hands over your mouth.
"I thought she was done with this"
"What do you mean, she's done this before?" I turned looking at pancy, with anger on my face.
"Ye look at there legs, she promised me she wouldn't do it again, I didn't know it had gotten this bad" I looked down at her legs to see old scared some bigger them others.
"Erm, got get the medical bag in the bathroom" I hissed at her she just stood there with a scared look on her face
"NOW!" She quickly ran to the bathroom getting the bag and bringing it over to me. I cleaned her up and banged her arm up.
"You can leave now, and don't tell a soul about what happened" she ran out of the room.
I tucked her in bed and stayed with her all day and night hopping she would wake up.
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Some Lies Will Bleed
FanfictionY/n and Draco have been enemies since day one. Y/n and Pansy kept in contact over the years and became good friends. When they all went back to Hogwarts Draco was distant and was the same old Draco he was before. However no one knew y/n had a secret...
