"I hate how much I love you." [Zosan]

The argument..confession?

This is the next day, sorry for time skips I just cannot bring myself to keep writing more things the lead up to the best part😭. I mean to me this is the best part, god I'm gonna love writing this chapter.
Sorry I'll get to the story.

⚠️TW: mentions of suicide⚠️

Time: 10am
Weather: like 60°
Place: Crows nest.
(Picture for reference)

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Zoro had woken up, leaned up against the wall with two weights in his hands.

Looks like I fell asleep..what time is it?
He looked up and saw a clock that read '10am'.

Wow..I basically skipped half of yesterday. Whatever. I should go take a shower. Maybe that can clear my mind of...Him.
Zoro stood up, he put his weights away and climbed down the ladder.
He jumped at one point, cause climbing got boring. Once he landed he began walking toward the bathroom. He saw Sanji talking with Robin.
He stopped himself from looking at him. Sanji saw him though, and he looked at him.

What's on his mind? He got up and left without even saying anything. He left his robe in the bathroom as well. I should tell him I put it in the wash. Later, he looks like he doesn't want to talk to anyone. Stop thinking about him god dammit.
Sanji thought.

"Sanji, are you okay?" Robin asked.

"Yes! Totally fine!" He said, turning to her with a smile.

Fast forward to after Zoro took a shower.
Time: 11:30am.

Zoro walked out of the bathroom and over to his regular sleeping place. Sanji was in the kitchen, cooking. It takes him a while to make lunch.
Zoro decided he would eat this time.
Zoro sat down, folding his arms and resting his eyes. Then Luffy walked up to him.

"Hi Zoro!" Luffy said with a smile.
Zoro looked at him.

"Hi, Luffy." He replied.

"Where'd you run off to last night? You weren't at dinner, or at lunch for that matter." He asked.

"I just had to clear my mind. I was in the crows nest, no need to worry." Zoro said.

"Oh okay, Sanji said lunch will be ready at around 1 o'clock!" Luffy said, as he stood up and walked off to go do Luffy things.

"Mk.."
I'm afraid he's gonna talk to me while I'm at the table. I feel like as soon as the damn cook opens his mouth I'm gonna get a rush of anxiety. I am genuinely afraid that he might talk to me. If I'm in love with him, wouldn't I want him to talk to me? Why am I avoiding him? This is so confusing. Zoro thought. He decided to just go to sleep until lunch was ready.

Fast forward to 1:30pm, Luffy ran up to Zoro.

"Zoro wake up!!" He said.
Zoro opened his eye.
"Lunch is ready"
Zoro stood up, along with Luffy.
Luffy ran ahead of him and Zoro walked.
Once everyone was sitting down at the table, Sanji was taking his oven mits off.