•GORGEOUS• .RIN ITOSHI.

|Chapter Five|

"You're so gorgeous
I can't say anything to your face
'Cause look at your face
And I'm so furious
At you for making me feel this way."

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⚠️ TW⚠️: Claustrophobic panic attacks.

The only things were audible were the tick tock of the clock and her heartbeat which was drumming in her ears.

The shut door, gave her a visible view of her upcoming nightmare, with the acceleration of her heartbeat.

Her vision started getting blurry with the rise of water level in her eyes. The sudden shortening of oxygen, caused her to loose her balance.

She found herself weak and pathetic. But she can't help and feel suffocating and something felt like a block in her throat.

"Y/n?" She heard a faint sound, someone calling her. And that someone who was none other then him who held her, immediately by her arm when he saw her loosing her balance.

She can't help but lay her head on his chest. For the first time in his life, Rin was clumsy to react.

But when saw her sinking on the ground, he wrapped his arm around her shoulder while other held her palm in his, sitting on the wodden floor.

"I can't breathe!" She gushed, and looked at his blue orbs which were confused but very tender, looking down at her.

Her shortening in breaths, frequent falling and rising of her chest, the corner of her eyes which were tinted with red.

A stinging pain rose in his chest. He do remembered the time when he found out about her illness, right after the incident, of him locking her up in the bathroom.

But the reality never hit him, that it would be this serious.

What do I do?

What do I do?

His eyes widen and heart sank, seeing her gasping for more air.

C'mon Rin, don't falter! You have to handle it.

Y/n tried not to look vulnerable in front of him. But was too tired to do that. Either manage to breath or go on with her stubbornness.

She is so arrogant to let her guards down in front of someone who will definitely not spare her.

She closed her eyes looking at the ceiling. Her eyes rolled in the back of her head, while inhaling sharply.

"Shh...shh...shh!" He shushes her softly, rubbing her back. What a contradiction in their virtues.

But it was so heartwarming for Y/n that he wasn't running away, but sat next to her, comforting even at her worst.

Yes, that would be worst of her. He never saw her, this timid and weak. Her head against his chest, while she was clenching over his palm.

Such minimum actions made his heart waver. His heart was skipping beats. A sick girl, who works as his worst relations, made him lost his beat. How?

"Relax calm down, okay. Concentrate on your breathing. Try to relax." He hushes her, running his hand through her hair, making them drop on her temples.

She tried to control on her breath, but the room was too cramped in her eyes that made her breath heavily. He shushes her down, softly, patting her head.

"C'mon girl, don't give up you can do it!" He was so excited seeing her attempts, which irritated her.

She gave a "what are you so excited for" look with her eyes, making him chuckle nervously.